HIM AND I

Chapter 14

Something is shining so much, ugh. As I slowly open my eyes , I see sunlight falling on me and I see a beautiful view of New York buildings. I see a glass wall with an amazing view. Suddenly I feel tired .My whole body is hurting pretty bad. After opening my eyes it takes me few seconds to understand where the heck am I ? As I was wandering , the door of the dark room opens revealing the very famous personality.

" Hey, are you okay? " I see Gavin and my head starts hurting even bad. He seems tired, he jumps and lie on his back next to me on the bed. What is he doing in my room, then my eyes open completely. I sit properly on the bed and see that I am wearing a black oversized hoodie with a big pair of grey sweatpants. Where am I, where are my clothes, what happened- oh my god. I was in the forest last night ,what happened later? My eyes drift to the giant body lying next to me. Before thinking much, I jump and sit on his stomach with my legs on his sides and I realize that he is not wearing anything on his upper body , just another pair of grey sweatpants. I can clearly see his V line with his chiseled abs. I quickly wrap my hands around his neck, his eyes open looking at me amused with a stupid grin of his. I don't feel comfortable now, I am clearly straddling him. I can feel his muscle under my butt but I don't back off instead I tighten my grip on his neck, my hair falling on my left shoulder as I tilt my head and come close to him. He doesn't say anything but from the mischievous look in his eyes I can tell, he is enjoying this a lot. 

"Where are my clothes ? What happened after I passed out and where the hell am I ?" I ask calmly but I am pretty sure he knows that I am not calm about it. He starts laughing suddenly and it somehow makes me even worried. God knows how much I hate his devilish laugh. I hit him on his chest , I try to choke him again but this time he takes my wrists and turns us over. Now I am lying on my back with my legs wrapped around his waist and his huge body on top of mine. This is not good, I am not feeling good now. I am not afraid or something. I am worried, just worried. But I am also feeling other things , I shouldn't be feeling. I try to push him off but he just tightens his hold on my wrist with his one hand and keeps them steady above my head. His face comes close to me and his other hand makes it way towards the nape of my neck. He doesn't choke me or something, we just stare in each others eyes for few seconds. I can feel his heart beating like mine, we are both breathing fast and heavy. It seems like our silence is the only answer. I am feeling all the feelings I should not. God I hate this. I hate myself for this even more. His heavy gaze fall on my lips from my eyes after few second and Jesus I want to kiss him so bad , but we don't .We don't move or say anything for what I think was a solid minute. I can tell by the look on his face that he wants to tell me something but he is trying so hard not to. He clears his throat.

" So... after you fainted, I called Marcus and he came over pick us up." I take in his fresh minty breathe. It is hard to focus on his words when we are in this most uncomfortable position and I can't help but lick my dry lips which drags his gaze to them for a second before looking back in my eyes." We came here and my family doctor checked on you. He said you fainted because of the exhaustion and stress. For your last question..." I lick my lips again and start biting my bottom lip as he comes even closer, his face is super close to mine now and I can taste his minty breathe. We are both looking at each other's lips now. I am not thinking straight at all right now. I close my eyes waiting for him kiss me. God I want to kiss him. I can feel something hard on my lower belly. His lips hover above mine I can already feel the heat and pleasure. I can't breathe anymore, I lick my lips again and when I open my eyes his hazel brown eyes flicker back in my eyes.

 I see a hint of something in his lips. Is he smirking ? What ? "This is my apartment and this is my bedroom and you are lying on my bed with my clothes on." He free hand moves from my neck to my waist and his hand doesn't stop. His fingers start moving inside the sweatshirt upwards. Oh My God, I am not wearing my bra or anything under the hoodie and he knows it! " Also your welcome and it was my great pleasure helping you shower and changing your clothes ." he says with his playful look and his stupid smirk. I fight to get my hand free from his gasp but suddenly the door of room opens and we break apart. Jesus, it's embarrassing now. I can feel my cheeks and neck getting heated. I look forward and see Chelsea looking at us gaping mouth. Oh great!