Don't Look Back Darling

Chapter 36

5 Weeks later
*Funeral*

fu·ner·al
ˈfyo͞on(ə)rəl/
noun

The ceremonies honoring a dead person, typically involving burial or cremation.

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Never thought I would be going to a funeral this soon. It's been 4 weeks since we have heard about Sierras death. Everybody left the next day because they wanted to give me and Cameron some space.

Everyone flew out here for the funeral 2 days ago. I haven't really left my bedroom since the news. I stay in my bed and just stare at the ceiling. I have cried everyday, me and Cameron almost fight everyday.

I came out yesterday because I was hungry. Cameron just walked into the apartment as I finished the staircase. He signed and set down all the groceries. "Paityn can you please shower" he said. I rolled my eyes and grabbed a water and a fruity pebbles box.

"Paityn your not going back in the bedroom" he hissed as he finished putting away the groceries. "Yes I am" I spat walking up the stairs. He grabbed my wrist making me drop my water and the box. "No your not" he said I pulled my hand away.

"I can do what I want!" I said raising my voice walking up the stairs. "No not when your under my roof!" He said raising his voice following me. "When did you become such a bad brother?" I hissed. "Excuse me?" He said, "Your A horrible brother Cameron, you barely talk to me since Sierra dies! All you did was yell at me! You haven't told me to come out, you let me sit in my room!" I yelled.

"I was giving you space! I miss Sierra so much! I'm not sitting in my damn room for four weeks!" He screamed. Tears started to fall out of my eyes I stormed into my room. I slammed the door and slid down the door and started crying.

That was are last fight, today was the funeral. I stood in front of the mirror, I took a shower and curled my hair. A piece of my hair was pinned back. I was wearing a black lace drees with black flats. I had my usual makeup, but I had on waterproof mascara.

I started to cry I quick whipped it away and walked out of the bathroom. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs. Cameron wasn't down yet, Chubby ran up to me I smiled and pet him. "Your so cute" Chubby wagged his tail and barked.

"So are you" I looked behind me and stood up. "Hi Nash" I smiled, he shut his door because Chubby likes to pee in his room for some reason. "You look beautiful" Nash said. I gave him a small smile "Thanks, you look great to." He grinned and shoved his hands in the pocket of his black tux.

My smile soon fell once I remembered where we had to be in 25 minutes. Cameron soon came down the stairs. His hair styled up and to the side. He was wearing a black suit, he looked nice. I looked away when he looked up at me.

We haven't talked to each other in a while. I grabbed a banana and sat on the couch. I turned on the Tv and switched channels. I just clicked on the news, big mistake.

"The Famous Viner, Cameron's Dallas older sister Sierra Dallas died 4 weeks ago. We want to send are sympathy to the Dallas family. She was very supportive t-" I shut the TV of and got up. Cameron and Nash where watching it but turned away when I got up.

"Let's go" Cameron said coldly getting the car keys. "I'm going with Nash" I said following Nash. "No your not, your coming with me" Cameron hissed. "No I'm not" I spat at him walking with Nash. We made are way down to the lobby I walked with Nash.

Cameron grabbed my arm, I pulled but he just pulled me towards his car. "I will see you guys there!" Nash yelled getting into his car. "Ok!" Cameron yelled back, he let go of my arm and I got into the passengers seat. Cam got in and started the car, "I'm sorry" he said after awhile.