Tell me to stop

A

Its 7 am, kang sol-A's alarm keeps ringing as she pushes the phone off the bed and goes back to sleep. Then suddenly she jerks upright as she remembers that she has a class at 7:15. Not just any class, yangcrates's class. She hurriedly gets up, picks up the books and her bag from the floor and runs from her dormroom to the class. She checks the time while running and its already 7:14. She knows She's gonna be in a big trouble if She's late by even a minute.  She curses the decision she made last night of drinking with han joon-hwi. At last she reaches the classroom but she's standing at the door contemplating,"should i enter or just jump of the 10th floor, at least i wont have to face him."
"If you were so worried about that you should've been on time", says a familiar voice behind her. She jumps and turns around to face a not so pleased looking professor yang. She covers her face with her hands wishing the ground to open and swallow her and professor yang takes the handle and goes into the class. She quickly runs behind him and chooses a seat at the far end of the classroom. Joon hwi looks at her and smiles. She mouths, " i hate you" making him smile broader. Professor yang starts the class by giving a lecture on civil procedure and then to kang sol-A's disappointment and horror, he starts discussing the results of the last semester final exam. Kang sol-A barely passed the finals as she didnt study hard enough for it. She couldn’t actually. It was the euphoria of being in her dream "law school " that she forgot that she had to actually study and pass exams rather than just roam around the campus and hang around with her friends. She had already been called to yangcrates's office because of how badly she performed in the tutorials before the final exam and it wasnt really that pleasant of an experience and she wonders what will happen now.
"It is extremely disappointing how coming to the best law school in the country, some of you take it so lightly that you barely pass the final examination",Says yangcrates.

" it has started". Kang sol-A gripping her head.

After half an hour of torture, yangcrates finishes his tormenting speech and tells Gong jo-boon, Yang ji-cheol, Park jiwoo and kang sol-A to come to his office one by one in the afternoon after all the classes are over.
Kang sol-A sighs and thinks, "i wish the classes are never over".
" Good luck",wispers han joon-hwi as he smiles and pats her head. Kang sol-A makes crying sounds and puts her head on the table. 
Afternoon,5 pm.
Kang sol-A was the last one to enter Yangcrates's office.
"You’ll be fine, just breathe and tolerate whatever he says. Dont look up and dont say anything ", she tells herself.
When she enters the room she sees Professor yang sitting upright, hands on the table and eyes directly at her. She lowers her gaze and closes the door behind her. Walks over to the chair clumsily, careful not to make eye contact and sits down.
" kang sol-A "
"Yes!"
"I Didn't expect to see you again for this matter in my office after our last meeting "
".....", making a fist to keep her cool.
" was there something you didn’t understand when we last met? Was there anything you were unsure about?", he says leaning over the table.
"I -uh i.... Im sorry ", she stutters.

" sorry? You should be sorry to yourself. You should be sorry to that one student that tried his best but couldn’t get into law school because you got the seat instead, you should be sorry to them because if anyone else was at your place they would've studied their head off unlike you passing by writing the worst paper I've seen in my career", he says half shouting.

Kang sol-A grits her teeth, trying not to cry.
"If you cant do it, leave. Dont waste your or our time. Not everyone is here to have fun with their friends or drink with their boyfriends ". He says leaning back to his chair, looking down at her.
" i im not i.. do...dont want to leave", she says in shaky voice.

"Doesn't seem like it, you seem to not care about why you're here and your studies. The big things you said at the interview, the passionate speech about making the law answer to you,where's the passion? Wheres the dedication? "
She sits there while every word of his pierces her like a dagger and takes it knowing that she is at fault, knowing that she brought it upon herself.
They sit quietly for a few moments. Kang sol-A's teary eyes on her fisted hands on her lap and Professor yang's cold gaze on her making a cold shiver run down her spine.
"Look at me!"
A tear rolls down her cheek as she reluctantly looks up at his icy eyes.
He looks at her eyes, gets up and walks around the table to her chair and sits on the table closer to her. He takes a thumb and flicks the tear out of her face and says, "its worthless, unless its the sweat from your hardwork. But i will hope that the message i was trying to get across was clearer this time. Was it not?"

"Ye..yes ", she mutters.

He takes her chin and makes her eyes look at his, " Good girl".
"Now go and study, dont sleep until you’ve finished all the lessons", he says standing up.
Kang sol-A stands and walks towards the door, takes the handle by a shaky hand and then turns around, " I'll make sure to get good grades in the upcoming exam and prove that im not here just to fool around. "

She opens the door and gets out slamming the door, then she opens it again and says " And han joon-hwi isnt my boyfriend,i drank with him because his uncle died and he was sad". Then she finally leaves.
Professor yang looks at the door half perplexed and half amused.