heartbroken girl

her

its so hard seeing you with her constantly you have her on your screensaver. now I'm just your friend at least I can still kind of have you in my life as a friend I guess its still hard thou because you will never see me as that again your with her I'm with someone else too you already kissed her but you never kissed me when we were together I'm glad your happy but its paining me when you don't love me anymore I haven't kissed him yet but you obviously finally found your soulmate I wish you very many months to come with her while I still cry over so many love songs I can't even bring my self to listen to the playlist I made of all the songs you sent me I guess they don't mean anything to you I cry on  I hope because well ur so much happier with her than you were with me . you ask me if I'm okay I put on a fake happy smile and say I'm fine but really deep inside my heart I still love you but i realize that we will never be together again.