im a fake
as i smile i sit with the people i call friends they laugh about the things that dont realy matter
they talk about worthles things like boys and make up my mind starts to wonder to the night befor.....
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when all was carm and my brother was asleep i took the blade from its keep
it shone and sparkled like the moons relection on water
o if they only new what was happening to there beloved daughter
the pain the pain it was to much to bear
the bullying and the names they called about my hair
not to kill ,no not this time
it would make me seem weak
so i just hide
hide from it all and do it in secret
i watch as my white blouse turns red
it makes me feel better ,that hope is not dead
i clean up the blood and throw my blouse in the bin
now this is not over and it will never be
i hope they with forgive me for all of my sin
