You thought I meant it as a friend when I said I love you. You thought when I wanted you it was a joke, but in the end you hurt me again and went for another. This anger in me was released by revenge of the heart. In reality people have these friends that they end up really loving and caring about. You can't really tell them cause' it might end your friendship and things might turn out badly. You end up playing that game that you are always kidding around about being together and being a thing in the future and you make jokes about it. It may hurt even more doing that but you think that is the only solution. Eventually you think the feelings might go away... Maybe they do for some people, but for some it doesn't just go away.... For some it continues to break you to see them right next to you and see that they are so close but not in the way you think... You just want them to be happy, but them being happy hurts you in the end. So do you want your own happiness or do you want your friend to be happy instead. At this point you want them to be happy so of course you let them use you and let them do whatever just to make them happy. So you become their "best friend." You are their designated driver, drive them to the mall, and always be their excuse for the "house their staying the night at when they are with bad friends, parties, or boyfriends/girlfriends house." You become the person that you never wanted to be and you are stuck!!!!!....
