So, Good news, I am updating Tomorrow the reason that I haven't been updating that much is because I have simply just been working on different stuff and mental health, you see once I get into a fandom I start writing Fanfics about them, I hate myself for not finishing them like any other author does, I really try that's why I am really trying to get back on line from today, I am currently rewriting the chapters but not changing the whole part since I always feel like there's something missing or I end up hating the chapter. I really needed this break to work out my mind and mental health, it's still a mess but I am pretty sure I can get back on track.
Today (3rd November) or tomorrow (4th November) I'll post the updated chapters as well as 1 new chapter to be least. I am going work hard trying to finish this book and hopefully I find myself back again while doing what o love and not running in the way of how people want me to react or behave.
Overall, I am absolutely sorry that I had to disappoint you guys with not editing and being a bitch, trust me, I hate myself for that. You guys (Each and everyone if you guys) have always been so nice and patient. Again I am sorry for disappointing you guys and not updating, I promise I am trying to get my writing style back on line. I feel like a disappointment whom I don't want to be, I feel like how I act make me not deserve any kind of love, that I don't deserve my friends even a bit, that I'll disappoint my friends by being an complete idiot and bitch, I am maybe going through alot right now that even my closest friends don't know about, trust me not even one does. I just find it so hard to open up to someone even if I trust them with my life, I just feel like they would judge me, hate me, not want to be friends anymore, that they'll think I am chasing attention when I don't want to be. Insecurity and Anxiety really has got me in a place where I just don't feel like myself anymore. I really want to get me back and find my happiness so I am going to start writing this story again! (Honestly I wrote this pretending I am just opening up to a dairy hidden from every one when it's not, it helps me open up)
Love you guys, take care and if you need someone to talk to my dms and ig : The_evelynlopez_7 are always open for you all! Thanks for reading this 💕💖
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Friends? (Luka Couffaine x Reader)
FanficY/N Agreste falls in love with a boy named Luka but she is also secretly Alphline, Will she defeat Hawkmoth? Will she find out her father is Hawkmoth? Read the story and find out! Also I don't own Miraculous or the Characters within this story excep...
