Love War

Forgivness

Soojin Pov

I can't believe it, Shuhua is here at Somi's place why is she here? Isn't she supposed to be out somewhere with Sana is she going to apologize to me or something.

Wait maybe she is here because something bad happened, did Sana do anything to her if so I'm going to kill her.

I should apologize to her as well I knew I hurt her too and did some things that I would never do, but I'm my defense I couldn't control my anger once I saw Sana I just don't like the idea of Sana taking Shuhua from me.

She is waiting for me outside while I get my shoes so I get dressed and put some shoes on and I'm out the door not before I say goodbye to Evelyn first.

She looks really beautiful today she is wearing a pink sweater and some blue jeans it's basic but still she looks really good in it. It has been only a couple of days since we last seen each other face to face but I already miss her like crazy.

Once I was out of the door we decided to go to a cafe inside the mall to talk, once we head in we sit in a table near the back and she began our conversation.

"So how have you been lately" Shuhua starts off trying to make small talk with me. "I have been fine I have been keeping busy with Somi's family" I tell her honestly, even though she was smiling I could tell she was faking just by the look in her eyes.

"Have you thought of coming home everybody is worried about you" She says with sadness in her voice, I hate it when she is sad.

"I'll go back when I'm ready" I tell her, I feel bad for saying this to her as I know she is hurting too but I'm just not ready to face her and the others just yet.

"I hope you come back soon it's not the same anymore it's empty at home without you" She says "How is it empty you have the girls and your dogs" I tell her, wait did I just say her dogs? they are both are's I think it's just my anger with her speaking out.

"That's not what I meant I just uh  never mind" She looks down with an unreadable expression on her face. "Okay" I say not wanting to fall for her tricks I bet she just wants to bring me home to solve our problems.

"Can I ask you a question and answer truthfully okay" she says  "Okay what is it?" "Honestly answer truthfully please" She asked me again as she wants my complete honesty.

"I will be completely honest, just tell me already" I can tell she is becoming impatient, "are you and Somi dating" She finally Said with hope in her eyes that I will say it's not true.

"Wait what?" Why is she asking me this I should be the one asking if she is dating Sana. "Are you and Somi dating" She say's again with a more serious tone than before.

"Why are you asking me this" I'm curious on why out of everything we need to talk about this is the first one she brings up, "Just answer the question" okay now she looks mad at me.

"No we are not dating we are just friends" I tell her honestly like I promised, but she looks even more pissed than she did 30 seconds ago before I spoke. "Sure friends who kiss each other" She states with a face full of anger.

"What are you talking about?" She must be playing with me now because how does she know about our kiss?, it was in private.

"Don't play dumb I know about you and Somi's "Friend Ship" She looks hurt and I can feel like we won't make any progress soon. "We are just friends" I state to her, but that was a wrong move.

"I know you are lying I said to answer truthfully!!!" Shuhua yells, tears about to fall from her eyes, people are starting to look our way.

"I am telling you the truth, wait where are you going?" She gets up grim her seat than glare down at me. "I'm leaving I thought you wanted to talk this out but I guess not" She says coldly and starts to head her way to the door.

"Wait Shuhua" I say frantically as I grab onto her wrist to stop her from leaving, "WHAT!!!" She yells at me so loud that everyone in the cafe are staring at us. I think quickly and drag her into the bathroom so we can have some privacy away from everyone.

"Look I'll go home with you okay and we can fix our problem" I tell her trying to get her to calm down, just with the look in her eyes I didn't know if she would slap me in the face or break out of my hold, maybe both.

"Your lying you don't mean that" She say's trying to break out of my hold, "No I do !!! Just me and you, we can watch movies and I'll even cook for you" I say frantically praying she will just believe me.

"Fine but you better explain yourself or I'm done with you" Ouch that hurt. "I will" I really need to fix this or I'm scared me and Shuhua's relationship will be over and I don't want that ever I love her. And I know deep down inside that I'm falling in love with her.

Shuhua Pov

Soojin is coming home with me, finally it felt like years and I knew if I pretended to be mad with her she would melt in my hands and I was right now she is leaving Somi and coming back to me.

Not only will she come home but she will cook and watch movies with me, this is turning into a great day I'm such a genius.

We got home and all the other members hug and attack Soojin. I guess they miss her a lot too so much so it looked like they were going to break her in half with the tight grip they had on her.

I couldn't imagine a world without Soojin, as one of the members, to my best friend/ soulmate, to my future lover (if my plan goes the way I plan).

Good thing that will never happen and she is always going to be a member I couldn't imagine if she was ever to leave the group.

After awhile of seeing the other members we go into her room, when she was gone I would sleep in her bed because I missed her scent and her bed was the closest thing I had of her when she was gone.

Soojin had taken a shower than I went next, after that we stayed silent not knowing exactly how to start this, but a few hours in we talked it out and apologized to each other.

She promised me that she was not dating Somi and that she was sorry for how she made me feel when she left after the fight and she even said she was sorry for attacking Sana, but I knew she was only apologizing to Sana because of me.

Now we are in her bed watching a movie while cuddling like we used to do, everything was back to normal until an idea came in my mind.

I wanted Soojin to truly know I love her more than anyone could Especially Somi, so I come closer to her face and watched her closely making sure to see if she will be okay with what I was about to do.

She didn't notice at first as she was so focused on the movie but that was until she felt my breath hitting her face, she turned her face to me and looked shocked with how close we were ,and that's when I did it.

After wanting to do this for so long I kissed her and I had plans to do more than just a kiss.

To Be Continued