deep cutting love.

When you thought you were in love.

His name brought a smile to your face.

He never loved you back but made you belive.

He said he'd always be there me.

He lied to your face and put on his act .

Shooting your heart .

Every love letter was one of his bullets.

The pain was masked by your love.

He never admitted that he loved you so you thought he did.

Then he told you the truth and you sank.

You never would've guessed yet it was always in the back of your mind.

Tears that stain your eyes black.

But you refuse to cry.

You say nobody can ever know.

Nobody can ever see.

Don't show your weakness.

Don't break or you'll regret it.

Don't make a show.

They'll never know.

So instead you cry in your sleep.

Maybe even in your dream.

While you tear yourself apart.

You say to yourself.

Nobody has ever loved you.

Nobody has ever really cared.

They hate me.

You think it's try to convince yourself that you'll find someone else.

But your heart is telling you that you'll never be able to have anybody.

It cut you up so deep that you can't even breath.

Shallow gasps of white hot piercing air filing your lungs.

Pain radiating your body.

Depression sinking in to its farthest point.

Deeper .....

Deeper.....

Until you drown .