Unbroken promises

It's Snowing Again

Art credit⬆️:hogu_051(twitter)

Kakucho pov

"Which one should we get?" "You can choose, zana." We were at a shop that sold Omamoris which is Japanese amulets that gives luck for the different types of sections like love, studies, health, etc. We had passed by that shop while we were on our date. There were so many different kinds with different colours. It was hard to choose. From ward away evil charm to money charm, there were all sorts to choose from.
     "Hm, how about En-musubi? (love charm) We can get two to protect our relationship!" "That's a wonderful idea, zana." We purchased two and were deciding where we should put our charm. "No, don't you think that my wallet would be the safest place to put it?" "If you say so, zana." We both placed it in our wallets. "Now, let's go make some snow angles!" "Still kidish as usual." "Just relieving memories, kaku."
     We raced each other to the park where snow was piled up at some areas. We lay there, facing upwards toward the sky. "Zana, when do you think you will get to be a king?" "Hm, very soon, kaku. You will still be my servant, right?" "Of course I will! A loyal servant I will be. Serving you for anything and everything." As we lay there, it started to snow again. The snow looked like little angles, wishing us luck on our dreams and passions. I closed my eyes and prayed to every single one of those angles that izana and I will be able to live happy ever after as king and servant.
       It seemed like I prayed and believed too much however as I grab your hand as we bled from the gunshots we had. You have three and I have one. It began to snow and memories of us whenever it snowed flash before my eyes. Was it that thing where you go to memory lane before you die and see memories from all those years you live? At least I will die with you or so I thought. God really likes to toy with our lives, doesn't he? One lives with the loss of the other who enters either hell or heaven.
      I opened my eyes to find myself laying on a bed in the hospital. A nurse was there, looking at me. I asked about you. "Um miss? Do you know if my love, Izana, is in the hospital?" "Oh, i'm sorry. Izana Kurokawa was dead by the time we arrived at the scene." Even though my brain knew you were dead, my heart was objecting those words because, Izana kurokawa, my hero, my king, my love, would not have left me in this cruel world without him. A world without his king was like as if the world has ended. Well, my world without him was like as if the world had ended.
       Well, my world ended when the boy I swore I would serve was dead. My world left with my king but yet the promise we made will forever be a promise. It will not be broken. I will fulfill my promise with you towards the very end of my life even though your gone from this world. I will move on and not be depress about your death. We will meet again in our next life and be together towards the very end like we should have in this life. And that's a promise.

but

You know that I know that I really can't live without you so please stay in this cruel world with me

Don't leave me

I can't fulfill my promises with you without you

Please come back...

Unbroken promises? More like unbroken promises only with you here.

A/n: Yes. Angst. I really just love izana x kakucho and the manga about them is really sad so I decided to make a story for them instead of trying to make my other highschool plus chatfic story which is still in my draft. But I hope you like 'Unbroken promises' :)