As I wake up in the morning I thought about being someone that can change my life so I decide to become my bias' photographer. Not an official photographer. Since I'm working as a full time engineer in a plant in the morning it's kinda boring. After I work I don't know what to do anymore. I'm a kind of person who likes to do something challenging.
I'm walking in the streets when some people gathered in the corner. Some of them have cameras that looks like bazooka. So I watched them and observed them.
I saw this tall guy that has a cute smile and have big ears. He looks like dumbo from a Disney movie. He run to get away from the girls who has cameras. I followed him. Then he stopped. He stopped to a park. I'm 6 meters away from him. He looks so tired and he's sweating alot.
I went to him and hand him my bottle of water but he got scared. He walk 3 steps backward and asked me if I'm a sasaeng fan. I shook my head and told him that I'm not. I can tell that he's an idol since he have fair skin and the he wears clothes. He said his bid of gratitude and bowed. What a polite man. He looks like prince.
"You must be park Chan yeol from exo right?" I said.
"Ah yes, really you're not a sasaeng fan?" He said.
"It is fine if you don't believe me. I'm just curious about the commotion that I saw earlier." I said.
"I see. Uhm ah thank for the water." He said.
"You're welcome." I said. He gave me the bottle and thanked me again as we parted ways. I looked at the sky and smiled. For once I have an extra ordinary night.
I woke up in the room which is my room. As usual another boring day. I have to work since I'm just alone. No family but I have friends. Friends who disappear quite sometime. In my perspective, don't trust anybody because some of the people you meet will just use you in there life and feeling guilty about it. I went to my working place and work. I thought what happened yesterday. I hope I see him again.
Weeks later, I saw him again but this time when I'm buying some ice cream.
"Oh nice to see you again Mr. Park." I said.
"Oh it's you the one who gave water to drink. What's your name again?" He said.
"I didn't give you my name yet. But okay. My name is Rin." I said and lift my hand for a handshake.
"Nice to meet you then. What are you doing here." He said while smiling.
He's kinda creepy but in a cute way. I hope we become friends if he would let me.
"Nice to meet you too. I have to go I have to go to the plant." I said.
"Wait you're working inside the plant." He said.
"If you're thinking about a plant that is a living thing well that's not it okay. It is solar energy plantation." I said.
He looked at the wall clock behind me. "Oh shoot I'm going to be late. Hey see you around Min." He said.
"The name is Rin. Ah yeah see you around." I said.
Well that was a coincidence. We saw each other again but this time it's different. My beats fast than usual. But we are both strangers in each others life.
I shrugged it off maybe I'm just nervous. But why.
Three days later I went to the park that Chanyeol went and sit in a bench.
I look up in the sky and saw those stars that shines bright. I closed my eyes and remember everything happened to me. A tear fall from the right side of my face and opened my eyes again. I saw Chanyeol.
"So you always went to this place isn't so peaceful?" He said while walking to the another side of the bench and sit.
" maybe." I said.
"What? Why maybe?" He said.
"Sometimes when I went to a peaceful places I remember everything in the past. Well even though I don't want to remember those it just flashed into your mind." I said.
"You have rough life don't you?" He said. Maybe I have but for me it's just a test on how strong you are.
" it's just a test on how strong you are." I said while looking at a happy couple who's walking.
" I guess so. I also loose two brother of mine but as long as they're happy I'll just support them. I always see you alone. Where are your friends?" He said.
"I don't know. They will just ah spear somewhere. How about you? Why you're here?" I asked.
"Uhm fresh air." He said.
"If you want some fresh air you should go some besides parks." I said.
"Yeah I should. I have something to ask you." He said.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Can is get your number? Well I don't want to talk to the other members sometimes cause they can't even answer me seriously." He said. I gave him my number and he save it.
"Can I have your phone?" He said. I gave it to him and he saw my wallpaper which is D.O.
"I see you like D.O." He said while smiling and I felt that my face turns red and just look away. He did something to my phone but I didn't care because there's nothing special to see there.
"There you go."He said and I look at my phone and saw his picture with d.o as my wallpaper.
"Can we be friends?" I asked while not looking at him.
"Well you just gave me your phone number so I guess we are already friends.
Oh I have to go I still have practice." He said while looking at his watch.
Two years past that we're friends. He's fun to be with. I felt different already it looks like I falling in love with him but I just ignored it for the sake of our friendship.
As years past I because the executive supervisor in the plantation. Chanyeol is very happy about. Whenever he smile or laugh it melt my heart. I hope he also felt the same way.
What make me depressed, this time is he already have a girlfriend as his friend I'm very happy for him but at the same time sad because he won't be able to hang out with me. I guess that's life. I went to the park again the thought you wished that Chanyeol will be here beside you, make you laugh for the first time in your life and hear you some stories from your everyday life.
One time that he went to me and told me that his girlfriend is jealous about me and told that he to stay away from me for awhile. I totally understand it because first of I'm just a friend but at least I'm important to his so I felt fine with it.
Since that day I didn't see him often. I forgot to say I have some Illness but I always stay positive about that I'm going to be fine after medication. Chanyeol knows about it and he still cheers me up. As chanyeol spend time with his girlfriend, I'm sitting and signing papers. Some people want a perfect life and things that they like. Well me I still don't know they said I already have a perfect life but know that this is not what I wanted. Chanyeol knows me well for now but he still don't what really he is to me. Like I said he has a girlfriend and I'm just a friend.
I'm thankful to chanyeol for a bit he change my life. I guess it is possible that an idol and a stranger can be friend if you have a good motive.
Time really is fast. Seeing someone who's really happy for his love one. I have to stop loving my friend chanyeol. I know that this is for the best. For us. I have move on even though the two of didn't have any commitment to each other.
I went to chanyeol concert and it looks like a club. It is really fun. He invited me to come over and bring someone with me. Sadly I don't have any to bring with. After the concert, we parted ways cause he have a celebration with the members because of their success.
It is sad to walk alone. To live alone. I don't expect anyone to come to my life and make me happy. I guess I'll be like this. I hope chanyeol will have a fruitful years.
If only he'll love me back I don't feel this way but you can't force someone to love you. It comes to you. You don't have to find him or her. I guess being friends is enough. Enough to relieve the loneliness I feel.
