My Gangster girl (English Version)

Prolog

“ Ella…” I turned  my head to the voice, a sweet guy was standing in my door’s room, he put his arms around his chest. I smiled on, seeing him alwasy a good thing to be honest. As I know my brother Bastian didn’t allow him coming here after a bad accident had happened a couple time ago. A smile was made from his lips line, his messy brown hair is the first thing fascinated me. I just… I like it, I think it was really fit with his almost silver-eyes, those things totally mesmerize me so much.

“ Julian… You’re here ?.”  I stood from my bed and came closer to him. Julian still standing in his spot, he grabbed my cheecks for a sec and  creeped to my forehead which still left a bad bruised. I grinned a bit and stopped his hand move there. Just comparing with the bruised around forhead and lower lips, what had happened with Julian was actually worse than mine.  His low eyelid still blue and from his corner lip still picturing a dry blood, yet his palm has a terrible band platted. I hope there’s nothing serious with his ribs, He got some bad hit there.

“ I am so sorry.” Julian stared my eyes sadly, He apologized for a mistake which was actually he didn’t do. Without an apologize I’d forgotten the accident anyway. But not for Bastian, I knew it. Everybody knew that Bastian dislike him, and of course by this accident my brother would be hatered Julian more.

I got both of his hands, linking the finger tips and feeling the vibrate over his body. This wasn’t actually like an intimacy as everyone think or look, but me and Julian were really close since the first time he came here. He’s nice, really. I didn’t have to roll out every single thing he has done for me. But over all, I didn’t found failing. Everyone in my group mostly thought there is something special between me and Julian, moreover people out there. So many people saying Julian is completed me, we are perfectly fit together. I didn’t know how’s Julian think about what people say, but for me I didn’t found any doubt, not literally that I love him as we’re lovers. I regarded him as my second brother after Bastian, What he has done for me for the whole time didn’t make me consider them all as a sacrifice for lovers.

For mostly girls, probably I  was really foolish to ignore the guy. He’s amazing with messy curly hair which he used to, a rare eyed-color from every creatures in this world. His face actually not as commonly Latinese guy around us, he’s mostly like kind of  France descent or British, I guess. And his body is totally masculine and well… he’s sexy, even I am not so sure that he went to the gym to built it all, It is match with his weight which almost six feet. People in our group commonly gather for playing football; not really in farm, it just in a wide place or in a big rooftop, I think by this game people got their budy built which look made by went to a gym.

“ Jules, You must go.” I stared him with a little beg, I didn’t want something bad  occured to him if he still determined seeing me.

“  Calm down Ell,  I am gonna be okay.” There’s no vibrate in his voice. As far, he never scared of anything.

“ Bastian will not idle, and you know, I couldn’t d anything ?.” I guess my tears will spoil a sec later. I swear now I have to scare about is himself.

“ I know.” Julian fondles my lower eyes gently, wiped the tears wich I didn’t realize before. It seems like the guy can read my worry, then he gave a small kiss on my forehead then leaving without any word.

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