bleeding love

Everyday is a terrible day with bombs and gunshots which exploded causing a bang and the ruins of residential and office buildings and even hospitals, the sound echoed deafeningly causing deep trauma to anyone who heard it accompanied by the screams of the victims, the cries of children who lost their parents, women who became widows and lost their property and houses that were destroyed without any accountability. They grow up and have to survive in never-ending war situation. There is nothing fun in their life , only being hunted by the death that always lurks them all the time .
As a lieutenant of a global elite reconnaissance force, Lufius certainly has a big role in leading an offensive expedition in the Gaza Strip. The power struggle between Hammas and the IDF was fierce. Lufius almost lost his life if it weren't because of a pair of blue eyes that  saved him and tell him everything would be fine. A year later, Lufius still remembered those blue irises as clear as the ocean. He was looking for the existence of the figure who had stolen his heart at first sight. Those eyes continued to be the image of his dreams, the girl's soft and gentle voice almost drove him crazy , Lufius falls in love for the first time, And he doesn't know what to do?
Until finally, he found a fact that surprised him. Lufius, who decided to take a month's leave from his job, found the person he was looking for, in fact, she was hiding in his house in the city of Haifa. The man with dark emerald irises could not accept when he found out that his savior was a girl in a headscarf from Palestine. Unfortunately, Lufius' hatred of all Palestinians who he considered to be the cause of his parents' death just complicates things between  them.
Jerusalem, 10 pm
That handsome man took off the white shirt that wrapped his body. He put his suits on the king size bed before finally sitting down pensively for a while, His bright green eyes seems empty , and missing something that was never couldn't imagine. He didn't even know what the thing he was thinking about? Why is there a sense of emptiness for something that his hand never reached.
In fact, today for the umpteenth time he got the award again. The military operation into the Gaza Strip which he led again and  again his troops won. The blood pouring down from his tall muscular body, the slash of the sword that adorned his left chest, was proof that he had experienced so-called failures in the past. Scratches The wound that almost killed him could never go away. Even the stitches were still visible deep as if they were a burden that he couldn't possibly forget to death , Very deep, wide, looks like it was sewn by an amateur. He is also wondering why he still alive till now. As he remembered, in the past, he had almost seen by the angel of death who was about to take his filthy soul. His hands had  killed a lot of innocents , were stained, he had never even cleaned them with holy water. he became a soldier not because of his dream from an early age, but to avenge the death of his father who died on the battlefield in Gaza, and the death of his mother who drank poison because of his father's death, even when he was a child Lufius used to live stranded without knowing direction, the family of father and mother no one cared about him, he endured the tremendous burden and sadness that made him grow up to be a tough man who couldn't be beatAnd then, somehow it all brought him to achieve that everyone coveted, being able to become a member of the elite army.
But, why ?
" I don't feel satisfied for what I've done in my life, I never felt enough yet" he said in his bitter smile , He looked at his clenched fist before finally closing his eyes tightly, resting his exhausted soul. "I, I'm gonna ... gonna try  to find you ..."
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Off work ?
Hmm...
" Sir, you'll come here ?
" Yes , today " he said flatly . He told Eadgard a servant who had been waiting for his other house. His house that  located in the beautiful city Haifa. indeed, lufius spends more time in Jerusalem than in Haifa, he only returns home just to relax and rest his empty soul, he never trusts anyone and does not want to be in a relationship, except with the girl who is always in his dreams. those blue eyes...
"Sir, would you like to eat something for dinner tonight" asked eadgard, "hm yeah, I think I'd like some roast lamb" ask Lufius, " is there anything else?" , "No, the rest is up to you" ," okey sir , I'll prepare that for you". Lufius turn off the telephone and started thinking about something that he doesn't even know what's that.

Haifa, 07 pm
"Fateema"
" Could help me please to prepare this foods, our Majesty is about to come home later" said Eadgard , "Yes, uncle?" The girl in the black hijab ran. Approaching the uncle who is now standing behind the kitchen bar counter. Looks like it's getting ready to cook. All the spices have been removed from the refrigerator which is the size of a wardrobe. Fatimah could not guess. The girl looked up to look back at the tall Eadgard, she smiled.
During a year living in this home, Fatimah never once left the house. she is an illegal person. Someone from an outside country smuggled into the house in the middle of the night without a permit. In the midst of busy preparing materials, Eadgard remembered for a long time how long he could hide the fate of the Palestinian girl who was hated the most by Mr. Lufius, Eadgard did not even remember the last time he saw Mr. Lufius smile, his life can be said only about the violence of war, he can instantly kill fateema when he found out that she is here.
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Faint smile ...
Fateema is so excited  every time she heard the news of Lufius' arrival to Haifa like today. She  always tidy up everything in the master's room, sweep and spray perfume. After all she's just a teenage girl, who easily falls in love with a guy like girls her age. even though she could only see through the window, Fatimah was very happy. For her it was more than enough , luckily,  the room she occupied directly faced to the garden which was always used by lufius to relax while reading a book, so she could freely look at lufius. even though she have to tiptoe on the window but it's more than enough for her. When Lufius smiled at the book he was reading, Fatimah pursed her lips, amazed this guy's look . After her master returned to Jerusalem, Fatimah would look for the book in the library and then read it as well. Time and time again, until she is satisfied And tried to understand what really attracts And made his Master smile from this book?
"O Allah, I know this is a sin, I fell in love even at first sight, to him who might be the killer of my family," said Fatimah softly. In between the admiring gazes she threw at the figure who was sitting leaning against a tree andnstretched out his legs. Busy reading a very thick book.

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Actually, Lufius wasn't someone who liked being outside unless he was training. But every time he is in this garden, for some reason he feels something that made  him nervous and feels pleasant foreign flutter. Therefore, while in Haifa, Lufius spent a lot of time reading. Sometimes he looked at the 1x1 m2 window , the warehouse window as he knew, but sometimes he feels there's someone behind that widow staring him. or isn't it a ghost? oh no Lucius never trusted to the mystic or whatever is that.