Harry's POV
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My heart stopped.
What does he mean?
He's joking....
Right?
"Um, doctor what's going on?" I ask hesitantly and the doctor looks torn. "Mr. stylik-" "Please call me Harry." "Harry, can you join me outside? I'll be out there momentarily. Hesitantly I walk out of the room and slide down the wall.
Why doesn't Zayn remember me? I mean hopefully this isn't permanent. I don't think I could handle that right now. I had just got him back, and now there's a possibility that we can't even have our happy ending. This is seriously a joke.
Zayn's POV (a/n: please read the authors note at the end xD I need input! ^*^)
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"Okay Zayn, let me just take your vitals and I'll ask you some questions." The doctor says and I sigh.
"Listen doctor, I'm honestly fine. I know that Harry is my husband, we have three kids. My eldest is Liam, my second child is Louis, and my youngest is Niall." I say, feeling extremely guilty.
"Hmm... how come you acted like you didn't remember?" The doctor says curiously, while sitting down next to me. I sigh and begin to fumble with my fingers.
"Well, I just, I don't want to face what I've been through. No... no one wants someone who has been used to the fullest extent. I mean, how could Harry go out of his way, to rescue me? I'm just a used up person. I've been raped countless times, I'm disgustingly skinny, my tan is gone, I just look... like death." I say and my voice becomes watery. "No one wants me, and I don't want to be rejected like this. That's why I acted like I didn't remember anything, because I can't deal with it."
I hear the doctor sigh as he began to check my vitals. "Listen Zayn, as a victim of everything you've had to endure, this behavior is expected. But think about your kids. Harry is going to be by your side throughout the healing process. Plus your kids need you, son. Now, how about I get you some more medication, then we can talk to Harry." The doctor inquires and I hesitantly agree.
When Harry comes inside he looks defeated and I feel so guilty. I didn't mean to make him feel like this, I just wanted to make it easier for the both of us. We lock eyes momentarily before I look away, guiltily.
"Hi ba- Zayn." Harry says quietly, sounding so broken.
"Hi babe." I whisper and he looks shocked. "I- but- huh?" He stutters and I can't help but let out a small giggle, but quickly stop. "Did you remember me?" He asks, hopeful. That's when I sighed and looked up at him. "I, I never forgot you Harry. I pretended to forget you." I say, disgusted with myself. "Why?" He says sounding hurt. "I didn't want you to be disgusted by me. I'm used up. I'm as good as the dirt on you shoe." I say brokenly. "Baby, no no no. this isn't your fault. You aren't used up, this man ra- violated you." He said hugging me and I latched onto him.
The doctor began to give Harry a run-down on what happened, but I tuned it out. I'm safe now. My family is safe.
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A/n: hey guys! Okay so I know I basically dropped off the face of the earth for a while and I'm terribly sorry! I will try to update as frequently as possible from now on.
Anyway, I was wondering is you guys would possibly be interested in know a little more about me. I've been writing this book for about a year or 2 and I feel like you guys should know more about me. Ranging from my favorite color to how old I am and I'll even include some pictures if you guys want! ^*^ so please comment if you guys are interested.
Love you guys!
-Kenna ^*^
