!!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!
It's getting worse. All i want to do is stay in bed. i don't want to socialize with anyone anymore. i can bearly eat anymore. i was doing so good.... why? what did i do to deserve all of this pain. i so unbelievably alone & tired all the time . this pain never stops, why is it so unbearable?? as the days go by i can feel myself getting more and more close to breaking. i want to hurt myself all the time... i just want to see my blood trickling down my body again.. it helps me feel.. why doesn't anyone understand that? i only harm myself because i need to feel pain to know that i'm alive & i can feel.. why don't they understand.. i'm so sick of not feeling anything every. single . day . it hurts so much, and it feels like no one is acknowledging that i'm in so much pain. i've told them... told them everything, and they didn't do anything but get mad at me. they're supposed to care for me, not make me want to kill myself constantly..
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the trials and tribulations of emotions
Poesie...hi there may be trigger warnings from some parts, so please for the love of GOD if you're sensitive don't read this book.
