Mesmerised

Chapter 6

Oscar crawls on top of me and starts kissing my neck. " mmm ," Oscar moans as he continues to kiss my neck. I start to moan as well. I can now feel my dick starting to get hard. I guess Oscar feels it too because he sits on top of me and now starts grinding against my underwear. I'm really hard now. " F-fuck," I say

Oscar then backs away from my and kneels down next to my legs. He grabs the elastic of underwear slowly pulling them back. My dick stands straight up. Oscar looks taken aback. I just tense up and curl back. I know he's disappointed. I bring my knees to my chest and start shaking. This feels so right, but why is it so scary? " Hey what's wrong Sordo?" I hear Oscar say

I then feel something touch my shoulder. I jump and look up into his eyes. " I just, this is all really new for me," I say

" What part?" Oscar says sitting next to me

" Everything! The sex, being with a guy, it's just all so new and fast," 

" Well I'm glad you told me so we can work through this, do you still wanna continue?" he asks

Should we continue? I mean I liked it but it was all so overwhelming. Maybe if we took it a little slower it could work? " We can continue, but can we take it a little slower?" I ask 

" Of course Sordo, I felt a little overwhelmed anyway,"

" Why?" I ask

" Your dick is huge! Are you seriously wondering why?"

" I guess it's ok size?" I say questioningly

" Are you kidding me, Sordo your at least 10 inches, you know what, whatever," he says giving up

He jumps on top of me and pins me down. He brings his head down and we have a major make out session for while. After a few minutes I grab his waist and bring it closer to my body. Oscar sees this signal and starts to slightly grind on me while were still kissing.  I sit up still kissing Oscar and I slowly get him on his back with me on top. I pull away from the kiss and bring my face in between his thighs. I slide my hands up his inner thighs, making Oscar shiver. His thighs are really soft. I bend his knees up and lean my head against one of his thighs. I pull and tease at the elastic of his underwear with one hand as I rub his thigh with my other hand. I think I teased a little to much cause his underwear are revealing the tip of his dick a little. Oscar has so much pre-cum already. I pull the rest of his underwear off. I sit myself in between his thighs. Holy crap, am I about to have sex. Do I really want to do this? Oscar seems to like it, but what if I'm bad? I, I don't know if I can do this anymore. I fall into my knees again and panic. 

" What's the matter?" Oscar asks

" I don't think I can do this anymore, I thought I was ready but I'm not. I'm scared that I'm gonna be bad or hurt you. I don't know, I know you were enjoying it, but it's just too scary for me," I spit out

" Hey it's okay, we don't have to do anything right now. We can do everything you want, in your own time," He says wrapping his arms around me.

" T-thank you," I say, starting to tear up

I lay back down and Oscar lays down with me. He kisses my neck and cuddles up against me.

This is good.

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