The day

Today I woke up at 6 a.m like everyday of the week. With a good mood, I packed up my things, I bathed and got ready for a good day of school. I went downstairs, ate my breakfast and left my house with the great mood I was having.
When walking down the street, I could see how brightly the day was. Everything seemed to be shining; even me. Maybe I knew the reason why I was shining, but admitting it was too embarrassing. In the end I admitted it. I was happy because I was going to see you. I couldn't stop thinking about you last night and I was really anxious to see you today. Maybe I'm in love with you; maybe not. I will find out about that in the future, since I still have a lot of time.
Or that's what a I thought.
I should have stopped thinking about you for a second, but I couldn't. Maybe if I had stopped thinking about you for a second, I would not had been hitted by that full-speed car. Well, it wasn't my fault, it was the driver's fault. Now because of him I wont be able to see you.
This sucks, I was having such a good day and now my mood is ruined. Well it's not only my mood that was ruined, my whole life too.
Now, I won't be able to see you, nor anyone else.
I'm blind.
All I can see is the darkness of the days that will pass in front of me. The darkness of my whole future passing in front of me.
But even if I'm sad about not seeing you again, you will not notice it. After all, you don't know me. All this time I have watched you from afar and you didn't even notice it. Even if we didn't talk, because I was too shy to talk to you, seeing you everyday was enough for me.
But now, the only thing I had is gone.