GAYxGIRL stories

AIS-Part 1

<Reign's POV>

Today is Saturday, weekend. Most of the people enjoys weekend but for me, I'm totally opposite. The only reason why I don't like weekend is very simple. It's because I can't see my longtime crush in school.

Since elementary days until now that I'm already a graduating student, I have one and only crush. River. He's undeniably drop-dead with his features and body, pleasing personality and his amazing abilities.

Its almost 14 years when I first saw him. We're just grade 4 in elementary, he's a transferee from abroad and don't know how to adapt the new environment. I became his friend for the meantime but our connection slowly fades away while we're growing. He changed. The first time I met him, he was so shy and insecure but now, he became carefree and irresponsible. Even he is different now, I still like him. I don't know if my feelings for him is just an infatuation or its already love. I can't help myself but to feel sad because my feelings is not mutual to him and I know that I'm not his cup of tea. His exes and girlfriends are very stunning like a daydream of every man while me, I'm not typical but still not attractive. Puberty hits me hard, I've got a lot of pimples, I gained a lot of weight but not too much to reached overweight/obese and my body is full of stretch marks and scars. See, I'm ugly. He will never like me. I'm only admiring him from a far.

"Hey, Cous. Do you want to go with me? Let's have fun! My treat." One of my cousin entered my room. He want me to go with him in the club.

"No, thanks. I'm fine here." I answered. I've never been interested in clubbing or drinking.

"Come on, please. Have you forgotten about my birthday?" He sadly said. Gosh! I forgot his birthday.

"Happy birthday to you! I'm sorry, Cous. But I really don't want to go."

"No. I don't accept no."

"But..."

"No buts. This is your punishment for forgetting my birthday. Fix your self. After 30 minutes I will comeback here and let's go but if I comeback here and you're not fixed yet......I'll be the one who'll change your clothes." He warningly said before he go out of my room.

Oh God!

I boringly get up from my bed then went to my bathroom before I change my clothes. After 25 minutes, I'm done. I decided to only wear my casual outfit, skinny jeans and long sleeve blouse 'cause I'm not comfortable on wearing revealing clothes even at parties. I just brush my hair and I didn't tie it to cover my pimpled face. I never put make-up too, I never had one anyway.

"Cous, are you done?" I hear my cousin knocking the door. I sighed.

"Yeah."

*****

I hope I can go back the time and change my decision. Everyone is partying and enjoying. But me, I'm sitting here at the corner alone and blah blah doing nothing. I'm bored.

I guess, I need to go to the restroom so that I can breath some air and to get out from the noise.

I can see drunk and liberated people everywhere. I feels like I want to puke, disgusting. And Thank god, I'm now in front of the girls restroom. I'm about to open the door when I hear something unpleasant.

"Hmmmm.....you're so good...... Ooohhhh!"

"You like it, babe?"

"Yeah.....aaahhhh.....shit....hmmm....more!"

My heart is throbbing. The voice. I know its him. His making out with someone inside the restroom. I can't move, my body is stiff. My eyes became teary. I really hate this feeling. I should be used to it but it really hurts so bad. I'm not his girlfriend nor someone close to him, I don't have the rights to feel this towards him. I must go before they.....