It's Never An Accident (bkdk) VOL 1

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Izuku's PoV:

I ended up going back to Todoroki's place. His dad wasn't home, so it didn't seem like too much of an issue.

I change into one of his baggy t-shirts and sweats before coming out of the bathroom and standing there awkwardly. "Uh, where do I sleep?"

"My bed," He replied while grabbing a pillow and blanket and heading out to the couch. I chase after him and grabbed his shirt before he could go any farther.

"It's okay!" I say. "It's rude for me to take your whole bed and make you sleep out here..." He tilted his head at me before giving me a soft and calming smile.

"I insist."

"Sleep in the bed with me, Todoroki."

"What, okay..?"

I take his hand and walk into the bedroom before pulling back the comforter and getting into the bed. It wasn't weird or unusual doing this with anyone but Kacchan, right?"

I think so.

Suddenly he gets into the bed after me and turns off the lamp that lied on the nightstand. He brought his head down to the pillow and gazed at me. I could barely see him, but his eyes glowed in the slight moonlight in the open window.

"Todoroki?"

"Yeah..?"

"Are you actually in love with me or did you just say that?"

His hand pressed against cheek, "I'm positive I'm in love, Midoriya." He moved closer to my face, "Besides," His breath hit my upper lip. "I know you somewhat love me too."

My stomach sunk with different emotions. Guilt, admiration, everything was so confusing at this moment.

"This is too much, goodnight," he says.

...

It's only been an hour and I haven't fallen asleep yet. I could feel tears building up in my eyes, nothing would be able to make them stop.

Suddenly the first tear fell, then more. I just couldn't stop. I covered my mouth with my hand to avoid waking up Todoroki.

I missed Kacchan, I missed my friend group, I missed my mom most importantly. Everything was shit, it had gone to shit since my mom died.

I hear my phone ring on the nightstand. I quickly rub my tears and leave the room with my phone in hand and go outside with it before calling Kacchan back.

He picks up.

"Hey..." He starts. My gut drops, I hold in every sob I may have. "I just wanted to make sure you were safe." I let out a soft cry into the phone on accident before holding my breath.

"You aren't okay, are you?" He asked me. I shake my head as if he could see me and began to sob into the phone with slurred words just making me cry harder.

"I'm so sorry, Katsuki."

"Sorry for what?"

I pause and think about Todoroki. Our kiss. Our moment at the beach. The bed. He said he was in love with me.

"What's going on?" His voice was laced In complete worry. I couldn't tell him that I—...

Was that cheating?

"Kacchan, I don't know either."

"The hell do you mean? Where are you, I'll pick you up?"

I told him I was at Todoroki's house and he was lost for words. He pulled into the driveway and there I was. Covered in sweat, tears, everything was going to be okay, right?

God, I sure hope so.

I get into the car and stare at the dashboard. I couldn't lay my eyes on him. His vision, his attention.
It was all in me.

"What the fuck happened back there?" He asks me yet again. I didn't say a word. I couldn't say a word, for fuck sake, if I did he would hate me for eternity.

"Look at me," He was the first person to ever try and make me look at them in a rough situation. I'm sure he won't be the last.

I look over and shakily sigh. "Tell me everything, Deku. From start to finish."

And that's the moment I knew that things would never be the same from here on out.

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