Jihyo's pov
It's been 2 months since daniel and I are back as a 'friends'..it's ridiculous to call us that but yeah we're just friends
It's always been like this...we do sweet things,we date when we have time,we make out and bring that far..I admit I am not happy as I want to be I always feel like we're just playing And using each other to please our selves..I know we love each other more than friends but we cannot put label just because we are afraid...wait what are we scared of? Are we scared of break up...yes we are...we are scared that if we put label we will be pressure again to be with each other and to do effort...we are scared that if we can't handle everything the both of us will just give up and start pushing our selves away from each other...we are both Idols,in our world being in a relationship is a crime..being in love is a sin...the best thing to do is to focus on your career,make your fans happy,please everyone even if your exhausted don't show them..if your not good they will criticize you and if your weak I'm sure you will undergo a lot of suffering
Nayeon:hey..you okay?
Nayeon Eonnie said as she caresse my cheek
Jihyo:ohm just tired*smile weakly*
Nayeon:you sure baby?
Eww what's with that 'baby' is she imagining that I am her child?
Jihyo: Eonnie I'm fine..you should rest with the girls over there
I point the girls who are laying there back on the sofa
Nayeon:how about you? Aren't you going to rest? I know your tired
Jihyo:Eonnie I am waiting for Pd-nim to come here I can't sleep... he's coming
Nayeon:*sigh*leader matters..good thing I'm not in your position
Nayeon Eonnie murmur as she stand walk towards the sofa
*1 hour pass but still no pd-nim has arrive.. I'm starting to feel sleepy
I look to my phone and saw the time it's 8:30 pm..jyp said he will come to talk to me at 7:30 but why is he not here...*sigh*
Jihyo:maybe he's a bit bussy
I murmur as I decided to take a nap on the floor since the sofa is occupied by the girls
I am enjoying my nap when I feel that someone open the door..I thought I am just dreaming when I see jyp-nim standing infront of me
I quickly get up and bow to pd-nim to show some respect,the girls are still enjoying their sleep without noticing us
Jyp:how are you jihyo?
Jihyo:I'm ok Pd-nim*smile*
Jyp:you look tired...does your back hurt? Your laying on the floor the whole time?
Pd-nim once again show his concern to me like I was his daughter
Jihyo:ani I'm used to it anyway
I smile to assure the worried ceo infront of me
Jyp:I don't know our princess is experiencing this... don't worry I'll instruct some people to bring on more sofa here
Jihyo:gomawo Pd-nim
Jyp:okay so about the issue that we will about to discuss..I will leave it for tomorrow so that you can all rest..call your manager to drive you back to dorm okay
Jihyo:but I thought it's urgent Pd-nim
Jyp:well it was but your condition is much more important..I can re sched that anytime I want.. besides look at those girls they are so tired and I'm sure you are too
Jihyo:thank you Pd-nim*bow*
JYP:okay I'll leave so that you can wake your members to pack your things and leave
Jyp said as he walk away and as he said I called our manager to fetch us and I woke the girls...some of them whine as I woke them especially Sana and Nayeon Eonnie but of course they don't want to see the wrath of god jihyo so they quickly get up
We were heading home when I started to feel dizzy I feel like I'm going to vomit anytime I think this is because of exhaustion due to non stop practice earlier..the girls continued thier nap to the van,I was thinking that too but here I am cannot sleep
Manager:Jihyo wake your members were here
Jihyo:ne
As soon as the van stop infront of our dorm members start to get up and exit the van one by one
I was last one to exit from the van and as soon as I step on the ground I feel a head ache and the whole world spins... suddenly a cold breeze blows causing me to feel dizzy than I feel a awhile ago I imediately look for something to hold on but suddenly I feel my self slowly falling"Eonnie"I murmur before everything went black
