When i realized it was to late....

When he passed away

it was mid march....
our bdrm poorly heated, not wanting too but duty calls..
king our dog needs to relieve himself as do i
i run down letting our 10 pound yorkie to his thing ,quickly i call out;
king lets go....
thick ice piles the trees quite heavy and snow continues to flood the yard

i scurry towards the bathroom then jus as fast i climb upon our bed...
''Baby wow your so bloddy cold '' i quietly mumur as i postition myself to crul snug next to him

then my world stopped , or so it feels...has remained in such exact feeling from the day till now.
please 4give me as i do realize this "poem" or whatever youd call it kinda sucks , but i had to start somewhere.
ill be bak