Lust and Torture【FIRST DRAFT】[4 first books of the Painted Red Series]

【Redemption and Sanity】Ch.13┌Arrived┘

[Chapter 13]

We drove back, while I explained everything to him.

My tears were running once more, I could only cry when I was with him.

''It's okay baby.''

he said and I slept all the way back.

I knew I had to go find Allen when we reached there.

I opened his door room,

''Hey, Allen? Mommy is sorry, I- I am just afraid you'll get hurt by someone in there.

I am afraid someone will take you away from mommy.

I don't know how to express my worry, my love for you.

I- I... I know I am not the best mother in the world.

But... But...''

I cried and cried.

He was pretending to sleep, when he didn't come up to me I cried harder and took a step towards the door to leave.

''MOMMY!''

he hugged my leg, I cried once more and went to his height.

I hugged him tightly for more than ten minutes there.

''I am sorry I made you cry, mommy.'',

''Oh, baby. It isn't your fault. I only want you safe.'',

''I love you, mommy.'',

''I love you more my baby.''

I took him to his bed and sang him to sleep.

After what seemed an hour he was asleep, and I went to my room to take a shower and change for the Banket.

Rafael said he'd come with me as my date and I agreed.

Allen was going to come with us, my father wanted to meet him, so I agreed.

I dressed beautifully, and Allen too. I put him in a beautiful black suit.

''You are so cute my little devil.'',