guilty pleasure

1 - happy birthday

Boyfriend realized he was into men when he was fourteen.

He realized one day when he was invited to a party by some people at school.

It was the last day of junior high and he was invited to the party by some other students who knew a few high schoolers who were throwing one.

He was a little surprised since boyfriends middle school experience was nothing but him hiding in the back of class and getting bullied for the way he talked when nervous.

Maybe they just liked him, he didn't know, mostly on the account of he didn't know any of them, but he was invited so he might as well go anyway, you know?

That night at the high school party, boyfriend was sitting on the chair in the corner of the living room, the room already being filled with people either talking or dancing.

Bf was starting to get bored after a random guy handed him a cup of liquid. Boyfriend held it, but he didn't drink it since he didn't know what it was.

After letting out a yawn, boyfriend got out of the chair and started to walk to the bathroom. It was up stairs so he had to go up and find the door to the room he needed.

While opening random doors, boyfriend was about to open one when he heard weird noises coming from inside. He thought it might have been drunk teens, so he walked inside to see if everything was okay.

But instead of walking in on someone in pain, bf walked in on two men. One of them being balls deep in the other.

Boyfriends eyes went wide as he watched the two teenagers have sex. After a minute, possibly two, boyfriend closed the door. He was breathing heavily after what he had seen. He was about to make his way to find the bathroom, but bf felt something between his legs as he looked down at the tent in his pants. He let out a sigh as he grabbed the end of his shirt and tried to cover himself.

Bf soon found the bathroom.

You can probably imagine what he did when he found it.

Even if boyfriend remembered that as a bad memory, it was also the memory of how he figured out he liked men.

It took boyfriend about a week to realize it, but when he did, he knew he was probably screwed.

For years boyfriend had to listen to his parents go on and on about how gay people shouldn't exist and blah blah blah, it was mostly what all homophobic people said.

But having parents that wouldn't like him for him made it so bf had to stay in the closet.

It was very annoying.

At some point, boyfriend was no longer in school, yet still, almost no one knew he liked guys. One person knew.

His last week of high school, boyfriend had a conversation with his best friend girlfriend.

It wasn't a very long conversation. Bf asked her to meet him at the back of the school. She showed up not even five minutes later. She asked what he needed and boyfriend couldn't help but yell. "I'm gay!"

He shut his eyes before he said it, but he soon slowly opened them and looked over to her in front of him.

She looked confused.

Girlfriend didn't say much. Her short sentence was somewhere along the lines of 'okay' she might have also said 'that's fine' it was a while ago so boyfriend forgot what she said. But she was accepting and that's all that really mattered.

It was now boyfriends twentieth birthday and all he got was a letter from girlfriend. since his parents where going out that night and his brother moved out and had to work, boyfriend was alone.