WHAT'S IN MY HEART AND MIND

How my crush got crushed

I was watching B. I interview ft. Sakshma Srivastav. By the end of the interview something interesting happen, she made him say 'Indian ID my heart belongs to you now ' in Hindi and he had to repeat it many times.  Sakshma was like 'B. I say it with more emotion.' I enjoyed it. 
She also took BTS interview. If you are an army then, of course, you had to watch it.

Did I tell you about my love for kdrama? We all know the answer "I never talk about this".
The first kdrama I watched was,' Love alarm.'
One day I was just scrolling my phone and I saw the trailer of love alarm and I decided to watch it and from there my love for k drama begins and from there I became a kdrama edict. Their acting, their music, and everything are so good.

Earlier like every Indian, I find it very difficult to differentiate them. There was a time when I got confused between them but it does not happen now. The first Korean actress that I recognized was Kim So-Hyun and the first actor was Lee Jong-suk(because of the mark near his eye).
My favorite actor is Ji Sung from 'kill me heal me '.

You know what I used to do I watch a drama and if I like the actor or actress then I watch all his/her drama whichever I find.

My favorite drama is 'Navillera'. If you want to watch something good,  no no-nonsense just go for it. This drama taught me it's never too late.

I was not into kpop before. But one day I was watching youtube and got a recommendation of ODG and Leehi sing 'Holo' there. I was so mesmerized by her voice I heard that song again and again and again. But I didn't start listening to kpop after that.

So those days I was watching "Somehow 18" and I got a crush over Choi Minho after I watch him on 'Superman returns '. He was so good with children which really flattered my heart and as usual, I decided to watch his all drama while searching about his drama my eyes landed on his Wikipedia page and I saw his birthday date '9 December 1991'. I mentally slapped myself, it is wrong Ravi you were not even born when he already get admission into elementary school. Control yourself, it's wrong.  You can't have a crush on a guy who is nearly 7 years old than you and that's how my crush got crushed 😭😭😭😭. He was my highest ever crush(for like 12 days).
Yeah don't judge me it's okay you can check out and change your love for those people who are out of your league(more precisely where you don't have a chance)😝

And for the last time, I decided to watch Hwarang(दिल पर पत्थर रखकर) by putting stone on my heart and then my heart skip it's beat again this time for Taehyun also known as V and my heart was singing Oh my God!  Who is he?
So from there, my love for kpop started❤. I love kpop songs you can relate so much with them.
My favorite female idol is Leehi and Hwasa.
My favorite pass time is to watch 'Showtime with Jessie', she is really something and also 'Home alone'.

After noticing kpop idols' life I noticed one thing-their life is really difficult. Some of them even got crazy fans. It's okay to love them but don't make them your obsession. They too are humans and they too have feelings so it's for all those people who target and mentally abuse them 'Your existence doesn't matter to them' and we all commit mistakes and also fall in love, why people are so much against when it's about idol dating and marriage. Don't do this,  everyone deserves to be in love and be loved. It is such a beautiful feeling.

I feel bad saying this I am not watching any drama for now because I decided to focus here on my dream and of course on studies because it's important.

I think I grew too much now I know how to prioritize things. Well done Ravi I am so proud of you. You are the best (and self-obsessed too).

See you in the next chapter.
Bye-bye 🤘