HELP ASAP- Skyrim Miraak Story

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Hi there! I need help finding a story I am DESPERATE to read again! I read it maybe a year or even 2yrs ago now. It was about Miraak x the dragonborn, when I read it, it was not finished, with around 20 chapters (it hadn't been updated in a looong time). The dragonborn was basically looking after miraak who had been tortured by Hermaus Mora: he had 1.lost his tongue and therefore his ability to use shouts and speak 2.he had two diaries, one he would write in to communicate with the dragonborn 3.he was never allowed to take off the mask, the dragonborn could not see his face (though in the later chapter she did and she was completely freaked by his completely black inky eyes). anyway much appreciated if someone could tell me the title/author! I really have looked hard, I desperately hope it hasn't been deleted, it was beautifully written and angsty and soft