1/27/13
People say bad things happen for a reason
And there are some things we'll never understand
Those are the things that help us see
See what we've never seen before
Yes it is bad at first but it always gets better
Like they say, before a rainbow it has to rain
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2/12/13
This is actually a poem I've read before that I believe is true for me...
You know my name,not my story
You know what I've done,not what I've been through
if u were in my shoes,you'd fall the first step
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2/18/13
It hurts to see him like this
And You can't even help
U know he's in pain
Even if he doesn't have to cry for help
But U just don't know what to say anymore
How to respond
You know it hurts him
So you have to stay strong
I've learned you may not be able to help physically
But emotionally
It makes a difference
Never forget that
Always fight for him
Never let go
And he won't either
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3/15/13
So many things have happened,
You just don't know how to respond
It all happens so fast
You don't have time to think,
You have to take it as it comes along
But there's always a way out,
You just have to choose which
We all know there is an easy way out,
And we all know, sometimes its not the best way
So you've gotta fight no matter if you win or lose,
like Avril Lavigne says keep holding on
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3/24/13
Have you ever lost something,
Something that you know will never come back
Well I did
But it's not a something,
It's someone
He's changed so much...
I know cancer is a big thing but...
I miss him
The thing is I know deep down
that i'll probably never get that same little boy back
He was in the hospital for 9 days
When he came back he didn't even miss me
He said that to me,
It hurt so bad I cried
But not in front of anybody no
I can't hurt anybody like that,
That why I try to keep everything I feel inside
When people ask if I'm ok,
I lie
When they ask how I'm doing,
I lie
It hurts them and I know it does
And i'd rather it hurt me instead so...
From now on I will not cry
I will be strong for him,
For all of them
I will fight,
To make them stronger
I know I will make mistakes on the way,
but I need to try
And I always will,
I know that we can all get through this
We all have each other,
So what is there in the way
We pray that's on thing we do
I know that we can do this,
As long as we work together,
And no matter what happens we'll be together
FOREVER
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WARNING this is not a poem
I've been writing a lot but wattpad hasn't been saving my poems :( so ya I'm gonna try to keep writing sorry!!!
~ashleigh102000
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7/9/13
I don't want you to leave me
But it's time I know
I just really don't want to see you go
You mean so much to him
A father he never had
I feel really bad
He doesn't have a lot left
You just have to hold on
There's so much going on...
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8/15/13
sorry guys my computer froze and my ipod needs a battery replacment I will try to update asap!!!
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9/25/13
She's accusing you
Behind your back
If I tell you
You'll both get mad
It will be my fault once again
Just like everything else
It hurts me so much
To be blamed for everything
I don't know what I did wrong
Yet you yell at me
I know your stressed
so am I
But I don't take it out on you
Do I