The Allure Of darkness

chapter 8

♤♡Niklaus POV:◇♧

"fate's a bitch"
i felt that. it was so true, we both don't deserve what happened to us. we're broken, and fate broke us,
i never believed in god's existence, the bible says that god loves us all, and whatever, but treat some better than others. what did a 10 years old kid do to deserve what happened to me. what did raven do when she was a child to deserve everything that have happened to her.
3 times i prayed to heaven thinking god might gives a shit, one hit's all it took to hope that he does not exist.
but i'm a hypocrite you know, i say i don't believe in god yet i pray for him every night to keep my daughter safe, and now raven too.
"now you need to sleep, come here"
she held me closer, i put my head on her soft chest, my hands around her tiny waist, and she was caressing and massaging my head and shoulders with her little hands, as i fell asleep.

"you are an abomination, whoever remembers you is dead. the deeds of the mighty klaus will be remembered by no one, you weak filthy creature, you destroy everything you touch and ruin everything you look at. you call those art? this is an insult to art, you are nothing but an abomination created by your bitch mother. NOTHING."
i opened my eyes fast, trying to run away from mikael's words,  i dream of him every night, i can't get his words out of my head.
i then realised, i'm not alone on the bed, then flashbacks of last night came infront of me, raven, i fell asleep in raven's arms. i sat back, put her head on my chest carefully,  i don't want to wake her up, it's still 2 am, and we have to get ready at 5 am.
this time i massage and caress her head, shoulders, hands, she lookes so peaceful and calming.
i tried to fall asleep again, but i couldn't get her out of my head, on one hand, how much my dick would love her, and how amazing would it feel to eat her, to fuck her senselessly and with no control, and on the other hand how amazing and perfect she would be in my future, my life my everything. but how will she take in the truth, will she understand why i lied to her, will she love azalea as much as i do. i believe she will, she had a mother, and after her her grandmother, she knows what it feels like to live without a caring woman to keep you standing, she will be perfect with izzie.
what about me, my life, my darkness, my bloody hands, will she accept me like this? blood is stained all over me, and my hands will never be clean again, i'm doomed that death and darkness will be my only companion, this is what i believed over the course of my life, but now i hope i'm wrong, i hope nothing happens to my princesses, they're everything i have, i can't live without them and i sure can't live one day knowing that they're in danger, i have to get rid of mikael, whatever it takes.
i fell asleep thinking.

4am:
i woke up and i got up carefully i don't want to wake her, yet.
i went to the bathroom ,i brushed my teeth, took a quick shower, etc etc, and i went to my closet to pick something to wear.
i wore my suit and shoes and i did my hair, it was 4:45 am when i was ready.
i went to the bed and i kissed raven on the cheeks, trying to wake her up in the most gentle way, she didn't move, so i said while kissing her still "princess you need to wake up", i heard a groan from her and then, "no", and she flipped to the other side and reslept,
"baby you need to wake up now or i'll punish you",
"boo let me sleep"
"okay punishment it is"
i spanked her gently, i didn't want to freak her out, she squeezed a bit, and i smirked
"what time is it?"
"4:45 am"
"it's so early let me sleep"
i spanked her again, "wake up"
"noo leave me alone" and she turned to sleep on her stomach
okay princess regret is coming.
i spanked her one more time and i moved my thumb to her vagina, i started rubing her clit in circles and she  moaned a bit,
"hmm what are you doing"
"punishment"
"this is a great punishment don't stop"
i smirked knowing she won't like what's coming, i slipped my thumb underneath her shorts and rubbed her harder throught her panties, i moved her panties away a bit so my thumb touched her bare pussy, she was moaning softly, "hmm nik don't stop"
i chuckled, i stopped, i took my hand out her short and she turned around, with an angry expression on her face, she was trying to look angry but she failed, i mentally laughed at her, i kept a straight face infront of her tho,
"so this is the punishment huh"
"yep"... "do you like it?"
"you're an ass'
"okay now do you want to get hard spanks?"
she smiled and nodded "yes please".
"first of all you're just horny now, and second, spanking you the way i'm talking about right now won't be pleasurable trust me".
"okay stop i'm awake"
"great, now go get ready"
she went to the door and i stopped her
"where do you think you're going princess?"
"to my room to get ready"
"oh you're showering in here"
"no i'm not,  i'm gonna get ready, and once i'm done i'll come here"
"okay then i'll go with you"
"why"
"i'm a bit over protective and possessive"
"no you're too overpossessive"
"what does that even mean"
"what's gonna happen if i go there alone, aren't you and i the only ones allowed on this floor?"
"yes"
"okay then, i'm going, alone."
"jeez bossy women, please do as you please"
she smirked this time, and she left.

after an hour, she wasn't here yet. so my instincts told me to go check on her,
i went to her room, she was putting her clothes on, she looked like a goddess, she looked at me and blushed when she realised she's only in her panties, red lace panties btw, hot.
"get out!" she said half scream
i got closer, "what if i don't"
"then you'll regret it later"
"how so"
"you'll see"
"okay".
"okay" she said.
she took her pants and put them on, then her top and put it on.
"you're not going to wear a bra?"
"no"
"put a bra on your nipple will show"
"no they won't"
"if they do, you'll take responsibility for my reckless actions if anyone sees them"
"okay"
she looked amazing, she then went to do her hair and makeup.
after forever, she was ready,
she wore her heels and put cherry like perfume on, and took her purse and we went out.

outfit:
klaus:

and black nike airforce sneakers

raven:

hair: a messy bun
makeup: red lipstick and a bit black smokey shadow on her eyes.