Eren

  Eren and I have been dating for 3 months now... Everything was going great... He acted like a true romantic, we'd often take long walks at night, sometimes we'd stop at the beach to look at the stars... He cared for me, i could see it through his little gestures.He gave me his jacket when i was cold, caressed my head when i was tired, and i could see the love in his glare. The best feeling i've ever had was the one I got when Eren would look into my eyes, especially before he leaned in for a kiss...that's why every kiss felt special...his glare. His eyes were full of love, mixed with admiration and desperation i was never able to hold myself back, we almost always ended up having sex if we kissed.
 
But here comes the problem, the sex was good and all, but for some strange reason I felt as though Eren is hiding something from me, it made me feel uneasy.. I know he'd never cheat, that is out of the question, it's something more serious than that. I wonder if, he's hiding himself..

Eren always appeared as a kind, caring and loving person to me. I've never seen him angry, or stressed even, and it feels a little...odd.

I love Eren... My wish is to support him through any hardships and be by his side in moments of both happiness and sorrow
how do i get him to be more honest with me?

I was cooking dinner when Eren arrived to my place, he usually stops by after work so i was not surprised and calmly made my way from the kitchen to open the door for him

-Heyyy babyyy, i said as i went in for a hug, he hugged me back tightly and burried his face in my neck while lifting me up slightly closer to him, as he took a deep breath in, he said:
-i've missed you, in a deep yet gentle voice, as he slowly lifted himself from the hug and straighted his back while looking down at me..straight in my eyes... I got wet instantly,
he really makes me weak, i thought

But i brushed those thoughts away immediately

-i missed you as well babe, i said as i grabbed his face pulling him in for a  kiss, suddenly he pulled me in even closer by grabbing my ass..it caught me off guard because he was never this agressive, i could feel myself getting even wetter because of it... I felt his dick rub against my thigh...he was hard.

I don't think I've ever wanted to be fucked that bad as i did in that moment, something was different about him, and i sensed it as soon as he walked in ..as we were making out he kept me so close to himself, i felt my tits rubbing against his chest, i felt his abs, his hard dick, his muscular thighs, all against my body, his body was so hot, his warmth made me feel so good i just kept getting progressively wetter as we made out. As his soft tongue embraced mine and his lips kissed mine, we were moaning desperately. His moans were louder, softer, i loved it, it let me know he was feeling good from me... well, besides his hard on rubbing against my thighs while we make out...i could feel the shape of it, not only his great body, he also has a big dick

Even though I was enjoying it i pushed myself back for a bit
-what about dinner? We can keep this going later, i said with a slight smile on my face
But Eren didn't even let me continue, he leaned in again and started kissing me even more intensely this time, my body was getting warmer and warmer from his tongue, the way his lips pulled my lips, his hot body, his touch, all at once were making me melt. His hands travelled slowly from my ass, to my waist, he was marking my waist-line with his fingertips, his hands went up and down, eventually they got under my shirt, and he pulled me closer by my waist, i moaned, and got surprised by how bold he was today, Eren was very gentle...before this.

But if i said i didn't like this better I'd be lying, i got completely weak because of how good it felt. I felt like he was in control, and i wanted him to do whatever he pleases with my body, i wanted more, more of Eren, kiss me more Eren, touch me more Eren, I see no on but you
Fuck me Eren, do whatever you want to me...those are the thoughts that went through my head..