Break In

- Characters mentioned: (season 4) Jean Kirstein

- Y/N is female (everyone is 18+, race/ethnicity is not mentioned, all up to you) <3

- warnings? profanity, seggs stuff (mAsturbat!on, degradation, slapping, cnc ((kinda)), knife-play ((blood mentioned)), overstimulation) if you don't like it, please don't read)

- 5,580 words

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You could never be left alone.

Watching TV by yourself was enjoyable, and frankly, extremely relaxing. But then he entered. The way your boyfriend walked loudly into the room, throwing himself carelessly onto the bed, and draping his legs over the sheets. It made you angry. You just wanted to be left alone.

You'd been together for about two years and as each day passed, his flaws become more and more noticeable and annoying. They drove you over the edge. How he left dishes laying around and waiting on you to clean. How he ignored you while playing with his friends online. How he only spaced out during sex and would obviously think of someone else. You were sick of it.

It wasn't long before he got back up and started to put his shoes on.

"Where are you going?",  you asked with a relieved tone.

"Out. With friends."  He said in a monotonous tone.

You thought to yourself:  "I'll finally get to be alone".

You questioned him no further and bid him farewell. Few moments passed. You stood up to watch him leave from the window. You saw the car turn on and leave. When you closed the curtains, you sat back down to watch TV. Twenty minutes had passed and you were beginning to feel bored. 

As time passed, you felt curious and began to slide your hands slowly across your body.

As your fingertips played with the raw hemming of your tank top, you snaked your left hand up your stomach, beginning to explore underneath your clothing.

You massaged your swollen nipples with your left hand and moved your right slowly down near your waistline. You slid your hand down and rubbed your clit through your underwear. Your head turned slightly to the side as you remembered you had a secret toy in the drawer of your nightstand.

You'd purchased it a few months ago. After your boyfriend became more selfish, you felt the worst end of it. You'd reached a low point and begged your boyfriend for something.

Anything.

You wanted to feel good and he just couldn't give that to you anymore.

Feeling despondent, you decided to bring the small object home. When you turned it on, you jumped at its sudden violent vibrations. You removed your clothing and needless to say, you'd never felt more alive.

Now, you were desperate to feel something. You hadn't had sex with him in almost two months and you were beginning to feel a little stir-crazy.

You removed your hand from your pants and got up to grab the toy. You pulled it out and set it on your bed. You took off your pants & you were left in your underwear. As you laid back down, you heard a thud downstairs and sat up immediately. You figured it was just the cat knocking over something.

You waited and listened. Nothing. You shrugged it off and went back to your business. You turned the toy on and lowered it to your clit. You slid your left hand up to your breasts and began to roll your nipples between your fingers.

You pushed the toy onto your clit more, applying more pressure and you jolted up. It had been so long since you felt like this. Your hips moved involuntarily against the toy and it was making you even wetter. And it was exhilarating. Your body was desperate for more.