I was lost

I hate them chapter 1

I was sitting in my room playing with my dolls when my dad came up stairs I could tell me was drunk even though I was 2 I new what drunk menu my mom and dad would wast all are money on beer and when we came up I was scared he kept coming closer and closer I felt so small and then he picked me up from the caller or my shirt and threw me to the ground and kicked and punched me and then me stepped on my arm and the pain was so and I have no clue that something could hurt that bad so I started to cry and my dad picked me up and told me to pack a small bag so I did as I was told and me looked me dead in the eye when I was done packing and said "geeeetttt tthhheee heelllll ouuuttt offf heerrer" he was so drunk her was sluring every word he said I was so sacred so I ran out of the as fast as I could and right when I got out side he said "iiiiii wwoonnt misssss yoooouuuu biiitttcchh" I ran down the street to the park not even looking back and crawled into a little tube and then the pain from my arm came back and I just laid there crying in till I cried myself to sleep.

I woke up with people talking around me I was scared out of my mind I was about to get my when someone reached out to touch me and i flinched because of the memories last night and then the person said "sweetheart were is your family" I looked down at the grown and cried and said "I don't got one" "what do you mean you "don't got one" you have to" "well I don't I said and fell back cutting my wrist and and first it hurt but I felt so good and I looked down at my wrist and saw a little bit of blood and I smiled to my self but then everything went black.
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Hey I'm thinking of new ideas I like this one tell me what you think and I will be updating a lot cause I have spring break so Ya
~grace