101 ways to fall for you

keep smiling ?

Hi my name is parker Suzuki I'm 17 years old and I love red velvet .
 
  I'm currently moving to a new school  close by where my aunt lives .

I have a strange condition .... I smile when I get scared or nervous . Which it sometimes make me seam like a creep . My parents are gone now it was mostly my dad who cased the reason of death .

  But I'll tell you about that another day . " Hun are you ready to go ?"
My aunt says while walking out the door " YEA "  my aunt is my dad's younger sister by a couple of years . She's  44 but she looks like she's 20

I love her so much she really is a angel on earth . I wonder how she feels about what my father did .

"Ok bubbles do you have everything "  bubbles is my nick name . She gave it to me because as a child I would always try to drink bubble mixture . " Yep " I turn around and look at my house one more time . " This place was hell for me and mom . I hope mom is in heaven , dad you can burn "
Tears start forming in my eyes .

" Hun when things get bad think of all the positive things in the world , keep going and keep smiling "

                      Keep smiling
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As where in the car I couldn't help but hear my stomach growl . To be honest I think a demon was coming out of me
. " I guess it's a good time to stop to get food huh " my aunt says laughing .

I order a big bowl of romen and while eating I remember I haven't watched food wars in a while , along with haiykuu . So I pull out my phone a turned it on and realized it was dead .
 

I wanted to cry but didn't . My aunt was outside on the phone with someone . I try lip reading but then the waiter handed me the bill for the food . Expecting me to pay for it . Like I really had money with me . My aunt came back in " I hope your fool , let me see the bill " I handed her the folder with the bill and she put her card in it . I always wonder why people pay with credit and not actually money . But as we was leaving I decided to drive for my aunt's sake knowing her she doesn't like to stay awake while driving .

As we pull up to the house I started to think back on what my aunt said earlier today . Keep smiling ........
Keep smiling ......... Why would I want to smile when I will never see my mom again ...... Keep smiling ........ Can I really just smile ?

Hi guys hope you enjoy this chapter this is my first book so hope you enjoy and I will post the next chapter soon (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)