'dear mister president' barron trump x reader

Thinking

Helllooo everyone! I really must apologize for not updating for such a long time and I have no good ''excuse'' for this but I am under a lot of stress at the moment and honestly kind of forgot about the story in the first place. But I randomly saw a message in dm's asking to continue, so I decided to give it another try.
That's it, enjoy reading!! :))

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Your smile slowly fades from your face and you turn your head towards the window of the car again as you are struck by the thought that you know and it is already a fact for you that you will most likely never see Barron again and wonder if this is really the only moment you will spend with him.

You think that it sounds strange that you feel empathy so quickly for someone about whom you only know what you have seen in the media and you know that this often does not reflect reality and that each person is much more than the representation from the outside that is passed on by others.

You yourself know what it is like when people only form an image of you from random rumours and prejudices and you are fed up with this, but you quickly turn your thoughts back to Barron, because you don't want this journey/drive/''road trip'' to end and you know that this will be the case willy-nilly, at the latest when you arrive at your home and say goodbye to each other.

A strange feeling comes through you, not a happy feeling, but it is not a feeling of sadness either.

You look around as far as your field of vision allows and wish so much that you could say something just now to prevent your paths from parting so abruptly, but you don't know how to say anything and especially what.

You don't know whether it would be funny or weird and whether you might embarrass yourself, which wouldn't be a problem for you personally, but the thought of destroying the slight harmony that has been created won't let you go and so you decide not to say anything and to look silently through the window towards the sunset.

(I know this does not make soo much sence because the sunset would have to stay like that for a couple of mins, about 20, which is technically not possible but this is a fanfiction lol)

Suddenly you feel a pair of hazel brown eyes on you, but not as if it would make you shiver in a disgusting way or because it might seem to accure strange, no, rather as if a light gaze is settling over you , of someone who does not want to be discovered, in a slightly caring way.

In the corner of your eye, you notice how the boy sitting next to you in the back seat of the noble car shifts his position a little in his seqt to turn into your direction before you hear a slight clearing of his throat, as if someone is trying to start a conversation or make a comment.

To get your attention, for example, you tilt your head to the right and look at him, you have no idea what he could be saying.

Expecting what he is going to say, you try to suppress your slightly built-up tension and stop your thoughts, if possible.

He raises his voice as if he is about to say something, but stops short before a full word comes out of his mouth.

A feeling of dubiousness, if you can call it a feeling, runs through you.

But now he begins again and you hear his slightly raspy voice, lift your gaze again and listen to what he wants to say.

'We should arrive at our destination in about five minutes.... I hope the drive/ journey wasn't too unpleasant for you'.

Embarrassed, he shifts his gaze away from you to avoid your reaction, knowing that he should have expressed himself differently and that this was not what he actually wanted to tell you.

It was as if someone had taken your voice away from you and so you merely give a slightly understandable nod.

You are a little disappointed, but on the other hand you feel that this situation is logical.

After all, he is a stranger, you are a stranger to him, you are both strangers to each other, you know nothing about the other, not a single thing but your names.

You think 'life is not a film, not a fan fiction, in which everything you long for comes true. Besides, I don't even know if this is really what I want'.

You briefly think about whether it wouldn't actually be good if your getting to know each other ended with this trip.