Beneath the light

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I remember the days when I called myself beautiful.

I was confident back then.

I am beautiful.

Smart.

Rich.

I have a lover.

But in the end was left alone.

I still have my own things.

I ask.  Crying..

"why did you leave me alone?"

He did not answer.

I can't see his emotions, is he mad?

Is he happy?

Or is he no longer contented with me?

"I-I don't know."

That was he said.

I want to shout him.

It is okay if he will leave me alone but he leave just for a another woman.

I don't know how, when, or where they did meet each other while I'm on his arms.

Then he said this.

"You're.....to perfect to me, too beautiful for me.. I.. Can't keep up. That is the reason I want  to break up with you."

I was crying back then, I don't know what to do.

I just left.

Left with nothing.

My heart is empty.

And my soul is.

I look at myself in the mirror and I smiled while crying.

" just because I am beautiful and perfect... You reason that just to break up with me?"

What is wrong with me?

No... What is wrong with you?

Do I need to be poor and ugly?

To be on your arms directly?

Maybe.. If I am ugly...

And poor...

You will stay with me.