Chapter Three
'how it started'
I have known Jake since i was in prep. We have always been good friends, but we have never been so close well i cant remeber.
The crush i have had for him really started just before one of our classes started, we were talking and then we started this mexican joke.
Now we have this jokes that go on and on.
But since our first class together this year i have had this feeling. This feeling that i have never had before, this feeling that is the weridest feeling. I dont know if im doing the right or wrong thing.
I guess it is just one of those things you cant help sort of like growing up.
Is it just apart of life or am i only one with this feeling.
I wish there was someone out there that could help me, or that was going through the same things maybe there is a chat line or maybe a blog or maybe maybe i shouldnt say anything.
I actually really regret telling him how i felt but it is too late now.
i want to tell my mum but she has always said i am to young for love and all this stuff that follows.
There is alot of quotes and sayings that are out there that help with how you are feelings and this one i really wish would happen to me: "A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous."
