My Cold Love

𝓜𝔂 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓦𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝓨𝓸𝓾 {4}

Taehyung's pov (warning a lot of curses)

I scowled when I remembered what happened today. That stupid kid was flirting  with my baby. I know what I did was wrong but  I was jealous.  I hate that stupid kid who is always with him. I have to teach him a lesson on how I feel everyday when I see Jungkook with him. Yoongi hyung told me to say something to him and it won't kill me. Stupid cat.

So I decided to make him jealous ..... with Yuna.

 I hate that b*tch does she really think I'm gonna leave Jungkook for her. I think the f*ck not-

I hate everything about her. The way she  tries to seduce me is disgusting. But he has to know what it feels like seeing your husband with someone else.

From the day I got married to him, I felt this feeling inside me that only came when he was there. This funny, warm and weird feeling inside me. His smiles, his eyes...his everything gives me that feeling. I just ignored it.

 No denying he was beautiful. 

His cherry lips, his milky white skin, his chocolate brown locks which I sometimes almost  have mental breakdowns from not touching. And finally his doe eyes. His brown bambi eyes that are as deep as oceans. They shine when he smiles. That beautiful, small  beauty mark under his full lips. Everything about him is perfect. He hides secrets but his eyes betray him. 

His Eyes Tell.

But it was me who was stopping this marriage from being perfect. My stupid fear of rejection and my inability to show love. 

Yes, I love him and it pains me everyday when I look at him and don't say anything but notice the hurt in his eyes. I just, what if he doesn't accept me. What if - What if I lose him.

I can't go more like this. I just can't.

I looked at Yuna sitting in my office talking about something I don't care, then she put her hands on my biceps. HOW DARE YOU TOUCH ME- I was about to take them off and send her out , enough is enough . I can't do this .

 Suddenly the door opened and I saw Jungkook come in and I smiled. But then I realized this stupid b*tch was touching me and giggling. I looked at him with regret. He was shocked and he had tears streaming down his face. His cheeks became red and he ran out of there just as I pushed her off of me-

"Mr. Kim , why would you do that" She said dusting herself and standing up. "Get out" I said angry. "I thought you were going to spend time with me" she said putting a hand on her hip. "Get the f*ck out" I gritted through my teeth. She left and I sat down on my chair. 

F*ck I messed up. I already messed up but this is very, very bad

I pulled my hair, tears streaming down my face. 

I felt like chocking and I loosened my tie. I imagined what I must have done to him-

And its all my fault. Sure I have no right to be angry at Yuna because this was my idea. But seeing that look on his face and tears in his eyes hurt me more than it should.

I got up. 

I have to apologize. 

I have to make this right.

 I have one chance to make him mine. 

But I can't go after him, that would be suspicious. A teacher-student relationship is forbidden.

I can send someone after him to tell him to meet me.

I stepped outside and found the nearest kid to me and pulled him in.