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Eating disorder
Vomiting
Bad thoughts
Self harm
Body check
Kim seokjin
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Idol life... What a dream..
Being a idol was once Jins dream but its now his worse nightmare.
5 years after debut his life fell tremendously. He's now sitting over the edge of the toilet seat. Back arching. His whole body trembling. The water poyring from the sin tap, hiding the gagging. As Jin puts 2 fingers down his throat once again forcing himself to be sick.
The same familiar feeling of bile coming from his mouth. Tears making there was down his cheeks. Jins vision going blurry. His phone screen lighting up the dimming room. He detached his fingers from his mouth.
He stood up shakily. Using all his strength with his remaining energy. He flushed the toilet and washes his hands. His boney, skeleton looking hands. His pale sickly skin. He looks at his reflection.
What once was a healthy happy young boy living his life the best he could. Is now a depressed doll. His dark eyebags covered up by makeup, tons of makeup. His boney body. His dull eyes. His hair falling out to its touch.
He is just what society wants him to be, but why does everyone look at him like he is a monster..
