A/N: I just thought of this story while listening to Niel's "LoveKiller" and no... you won't have your POV here. Only Ran-Ran. So, I hope you guys will like it and sorry if Ran-Ran is OOC. His also my first Quartet Night member that I casted.
Let's begin~
There's this certain girl that I have an eye on. She can be like a tsundere type, but I'm not sure. She doesn't usually say those words though. You know, what the typical Tsundere always say. Urgh, never mind. But, I somehow get mix emotions everytime I'm with her.
Anyways, everytime I'm with her, I always tease her, make her look bad and to embarrass herself. Even though I'm doing those stuffs, she doesn't cry easily. Or maybe not?
One day, she was my partner for the music video that I'm helping with. The scene is like a sweet couple theme or something. Alright, I will admit, I didn't even listen to what the director is saying. I just want to get this over and done with.
We were seating infront of each other on the beanbags, the scene is that we were reading a book. Then I will lift up my head to stare at her and she will take a look at me. She will act all flustered and covered her face with the book. I will chuckled and continue reading, then that's that.
But when they're rolling the tape, I was getting nervous just looking at her and my heart is beating fast. When we got to the part when she was going to look at me, her eyes kind of give a hint of sexy... and getting all cute. What the hell am I thinking?!
The next scene that were gonna shoot is that I will let her sit on my lap and she will fell asleep and she will lean her body to mine. But when doing this scene, my heart continued beating faster and I can't stop staring at her innocent face. She's this close to me! Please don't let her hear my heart beating fast because of her!
Next is that she will sat on the sofa, waiting for a phone call from me. Then, it's like she waited for a couple of hours, I 'called' her. But, she just sighed deeply and turned the phone over. Just seeing her acting, I felt a pang on my chest.
After the shoot and once we come back from the Master Course building, she then hang out with the STARISH members. She really is close to them, since they help her out when she was down.
But--
She was then bashed from Quartet Night's and STARISH's fan based because she was clingy to us and they're saying that she's a slut and that she was only using us to grab fame.
The worst thing that I've ever did is that I bad-mouthed her, saying that what our fans said was true. That was the greatest mistake that I have ever done. I don't even care who she's with, since I know that she will only look at me. I don't know what got through me, I just said it.
"Hearing that from you sure does hurt" she muttered. Her eyes was covered by her eyes. But when she looked at me, tears keep on streaming down.
"I need to talk to President. Excuse me" she then ran, heading to the direction to where President's office is. I face-palmed, thinking on what I just did.
"Ran-Ran, how could you say that to her?" Reiji said and placed his hands on his hips.
"That's not very nice, Ran-chan. Making a girl cry" Ren added
"She was every one's friend" Masato continued
"Yeah yea, I messed up. Big time!"
I was about to apologize to her, but I thought that she might not want to talk to me. So, I chickened out and went back to my room.
The next day, President called all of us to his office. Telling us that there will be a concert held next three weeks and that we should prepared for it. While looking at the room, I didn't saw her
"Ummm, President. Where's (F/N)-chan?" the red head asked. President faced his back to us.
"She quitted her job"
"Eh?!" every one exclaimed
"Miss (L/N) said that she couldn't take the stress on what was happening. So, she decided to quit" If only I did something! But NO! I just said something more to hurt her!
During the times when we were practicing, I keep on having mistakes. I keep on thinking about (F/N).
I then decided to visit her apartment. But, I saw her with someone at the cafe. She never laughed like that when she was with me. I don't care about your man, just look at me.
I didn't go to where she is, since maybe she won't even dare talk to me and accept my apology.
Every time at night, I keep on thinking about her. Every single thing she does. I also imagine about the both of us having a relationship. When I stare at her (E/C), it keeps on pulling me.
The next day will be the concert, and Reiji told us that she met (F/N) and gave her tickets for the concert. I somehow feel pumped up. Like, I want to show her my best.
After the concert, I quickly head to back to the hotel. Since I know they might be talking with (F/N). Dammit! I'm such a coward!
I then heard a knock. I quickly stood up from the bed. Once I opened the door, I was quite shock to see her standing there.
"Konbanwa, Kurosaki-san" she bowed. She's back in calling me Kurosaki-san *sigh*
"What are you doing here?" I asked with a scowl on my face. Don't be such a coward Ranmaru! Just say it!
"I just wanna say that, great performance. Also, I got worried when I didn't saw you with them"
"Ah! Is that all?!" she nodded
"See ya, Kurosaki-san" she bowed and was about to leave. But, I grabbed her wrist and pulled her inside my room. I closed the door, locked it and caged her between me and the door.
"K-kurosaki-san" she looked flustered
"Gomen" I muttered
"E-eh?"
"You heard me!" I looked at her with a flushed face.
"I'm sorry, about everything I said to you" she smiled at me. WHY?!
"It's alright. Because of what happened. I realised something" I stared at her
"Maybe that me being an idol is really not a good idea. Having a lot of schedule to keep" she looked away from me.
"But, you were following your dream" I said to her
"I know! And I'm stupid in following it" I then hung my head
"I'm the stupid one" I murmured
"What are you talking abour, Kurosaki-san?"
"I want to be more honest about my feelings to you, but I keep on trying to ignore it. I just want to give myself to you. Then when I said those harsh words to you, I didn't even dare myself to comfort you in my arms and talk to you with more soothing words. From what I said made you quit as an idol, I'm so stupid"
"Kurosaki-san"
"What I mostly want to say is that--" I then cupped her cheek and pressed my lips to her plum ones. I separated to her...
"I love you, (F/N)"
"K-Kuro--" I cutted her by kissing her again
"Your a bad girl, for making me feel this way"
I then carried her over my shoulder and placed her on my bed. Doing nasty things that I have never imagine in doing.
A/N: Sorry if it's not for your liking. About the last part, let your imagination go WILD!
