pain Tw: Gore, Sadist?

go on a date

You walked into the room your date asked you to go in, you see heads hanging from the ceiling, you're terrified, you're trying to go back out but you see a black figure holding a axe, blacked out, you wake up chained onto a table alive a awake, you see bunch of people watching them all laughing uncontrollably, someone grabs a knife opening your stomach up, somehow you're still alive, you feel every inch of pain, screaming in agony and pain, they all laugh harder, they enjoy your pain.

You look at the people more closely, you realized it isn't just people, it's people with body parts of some animal, you realized you aren't dying you are a test subject, they put some type of liquid on your face so you don't feel pain, they start to cut your face skin off, you actually don't feel pain, you enjoy it a lot, you start laughing, you look around laughing, the laugh slowly goes away when you see your dates body headless full of blood, you don't cry you don't feel emotion, they're still cutting your face, your face is off and they're putting someone else's skin, a few minutes pass by, they finish putting the face on, they make you fall asleep again.

you wake up with parts of animals attached to your body, you're no longer strapped, you can move around you, find a mirror you look in it and look at your face, you see it was your dates face, you try to cry full of tears, you tried to kill yourself but failed, you went to doctors but you're a abomination, they won't let you in, you went to the cops and reported the incident, but you don't have memory of where it was, you just went home.

You reached your home it's a empty apartment, you get a beer to keep your mind off the bad things, you suddenly remember where the incident happend, you rushed there "oh this place wasn't the same when I was here" it was a restaurant, you just went back home again, slept on the couch, you wake up where the incident happened everything is happening again, you woke up "oh good, that was only a dream" you're still the abomination, you tried to jump off a building, in your last moments you see someone or something in the sky it was.. your date smiling happily, then gone you died no one will miss you or care about you.          The end

I am new to writing so sorry if it's bad and confusing
Hope you enjoyed it 😁