As I lay in my bed I thought about what had just happened. Topper, my twin brother had to of course, again tell my mom that I had been hanging out with the pogues. Since we were kooks and they were......well the pogues no body in my family liked the idea of me having friends that weren't kooks. Ever since I was little my parents have wanted me to get married to Rafe Cameron but I never really liked the idea of marrying my best friends brother. So of course when my brother just had to tell my mom that I've been with the pogues instead of the Cameron's like I told her I had she flipped out. She called my dad home immediately and I got in trouble. They told me I'm not aloud to go anywhere for the whole summer except midsummer's. I normally always followed the rules except for hanging out with the pogues so I knew I wasn't going to see my best friends for a while.
So that's where I am right now, in my bed, watching my comfort show The Vampire Diaries for the millionth time trying to not think about what just happened. I was crying like I always do when I get in trouble but I knew my parents were going to find out sooner or later. What upset me the most was that I wasn't going to get to see Jj for the next 3 months,out of all the pogues we were the closest. As I began to drift off to sleep I heard something hit my window. I jumped up out of bed immediately to see if it was Jj because he was the only person I knew who did that and I really wanted to see him right now. I only know he does that because most of the time my parents are gone topper is at his friends house all night so that leaves me home alone. Jj always knows he can come here when my parents are gone. We normally fall asleep in each other's arms and never do anything more. But I guess tonight was a night he really needs me because he normally texts me to see if my parents are home. As I get to my window and open it sure enough it was him, the blond boy I was starting to fall in love with.
"Hey what's up?" I say to him softly, terrified my parents would hear if I spoke any louder. "I just needed to see you." He says sadly. We just stand there for a second before he talks again. "Can I come in?" He says. "Not tonight my parents are home but I wanted to see you too." I say. "I have an idea!" He says. "I swear to God J if it's a stupid idea I will come down there right now an-" I get cut off by him saying "That's the idea. Come down here with me." He says. "I don't know if I should, what if I get caught?" I had never really snuck out before I had just told my parents I had been at Sarah's, so lied about where I've been. Pretty much sneaking out but they always knew I was out when I was out. I really needs him right now and I could tell by the bruises starting to develop on his face he needed me too. I said "fine" and started climbing out my window.
As I made it down to where Jj was he had the brightest smile on his face. He picked me up and hugged me until I told him we had to go before my parents saw us. We were silent as we walked to the Twinkie. "Where are we going?" I asked as we were going . "Somewhere" he said. I trusted him so I just sat there and looked out the window at the beach that I could barely see because it was night out.
We pulled up to the treehouse big john had made with Jj when he was younger because he knew how Jj's dad was and tried to be a father figure to him. I was kinda confused on why we didn't just go the John's until I remember that Jj only comes here when he's really upset. I was surprised because he didn't seem to upset. I didn't say anything until we got up into the tree house and we're sitting down o n the futon we bought. "What's wrong J?" I asked. "My dad." He replied. "Oh." I replied. "Do you think I'm worthless?" He asked me. It took me a second to comprehend what he just said because Jj didn't deserve that. " of course not J. You're the funniest, most loyalists, really just the best and my favorite person I've ever met." I said. He grabbed me by the waist and started crying into my chest. By this time he was holding me lie somebody was going to take me from home any second. I always felt safe in his arms. After he stopped crying he said "sorry for you always having to deal with my problems." " I don't mind." I said "are you okay? You seem upset to." He said kindly like he always does. "Well my parents found out I've been hangout with the pogues and completely flipped out, so I'm not really allowed to see you anymore." I said "oh my god." Jj said angry. He got up and kicked the nearest thing by us, it was a table that he put up here because I like to draw when I get nervous. I started getting scared as he went ballistic. "J" I said softly. "Jj" I said again a little louder. He still didn't listen to me. "Jj please stop you're scarring me!" I finally shouted. He stopped as soon he heard I was scared. "Oh my god." He said holding back tears. "I'm sorry care, I didn't try to scare you." He said starting to hug me. "I just don't want to loose you. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me." He said. "You are to J." I say. "I have a solution." I said "what is it?" He says excitedly. "I'll go get all my stuff tomorrow and stay with John B. until we graduate. Then we can move somewhere far away to together and surf all day." I said. "I like the sound of that." Jj said as we fell asleep together like we normally do.
