Heartache

Love

Everything started in the month of August sunshine Sparkle through a glass window in a small room where Phoebe sat painting color splattered everywhere paint brushes all over the floor, her hair  black like that midnight sky her heart gold, innocent, fun,  loving and caring. she never really fell in love with anyone never had a first kiss never went out with anyone, on this very day she wondered what love could be.
After a long day of painting she started crying and realized that she has nobody, but the walls around her and they don't even speak back to her, Phoebe longed for a friend a lover Maybe, but someone.
The very next morning Phoebe woke up with a Feeling of excitement that this day would be a fantastic day, little did she know this day,  she would meet Jacob her first love.
As Time past by so fast the light in the air slowly turned dark she downloaded an app to meet someone of course Phoebe heard from the bookstore lady earlier that day that downloading an app to find a friend wasn't a wise idea, but Phoebe didn't care she wanted love she wanted to know what it was like to be in love or to have someone close.
It was a world like nother an app full of people,  guys would line up to talk to her, she didn't want anything to do with most of them,  a lot of them only wanted one thing and she wouldn't give it to them. Then she met a man named his hair blond his blue eyes like the ocean tall and skinny handsome she thought to herself.  Jacob she asked the very words on the blue screen "where do you live? he replied :"oh my I live in Florida, a sunny State full of alligators.
Phoebe laughed she felt happy the very next day they talked all day it was an amazing thing she didn't have a lot of people to talk to. Most of Phoebe's life has been consistent of doing the right thing to please her family  to please everyone around her, she never did the wrong thing she never stepped out of line she never was a bad type in school or never took chances to talk to anyone.
It was surprising to think that she would even consider doing something so extreme like talking to someone so far away. It's mind-blowing that someone understood her the way Jacob has done these  past couple days. They would spend nights and days talking on the phone together his voice was as beautiful as the ocean on a summer's day. Three weeks passed by butterflies flooded her stomach every time she would receive a message from Jacob, it wasn't long until she realize she started liking him. It was like the gods were screaming in her stomach the world around her felt different Phoebe was happy.
She thought to herself "am I in love? of course not she replies in her head how could she be in love with someone that lives all the way across the country, How could someone be a stranger, but still fall in love? Maybe she was  in love with the thought of him? It was too much to bear.   Everything Was all mysterious, but a good kind of mysterious. Phoebe looked at her phone the very name Jacob appeared he replied "love what are you doing" he would always call her love it was sweet to Phoebe,  she replied back with "not alot of course? they had their times, but mostly the times started happy and slowly faded away Darkness blank like a piece of paper, he would talk less to her they would move further apart from each other she would make all her effort in a heart to keep him close to talk to him, but he closed off.  Phoebe would think to herself is he mad? does he not care? all of these thoughts flooded her mind.
She repeated the same sentences in our head over and over,  could I be in love with a stranger, someone so distant someone so beautiful, someone that is slowly starting to turn into a shadow.

                       Part 2
                     Goodbye
Time slowly started to fade
The world started to feel less happy things were moving slow every day. She would wake up early in the morning to see if Jacob would tell her good morning if he would say something to her, anything she waited for him.
The very next night Phoebe woke up to a horrible feeling in her stomach as if someone tore her heart out and put it in a jar as if the whole world started to turn dark, she felt her love slowly fade away he was giving up on her and she could tell inside of her gut everything was starting to go away all of the love all of everything was it for nothing she cried so hard her eyes hurt her heart hurt her stomach hurt everything just hurt. 
Morning came  at this point she didn't even mind looking at her phone because she knew he would never reply to her he was starting to look like a shadow. A vary cold wet dreary morning full of gloom and doom a rainstorm had graced Phoebe with it's Gloom and coldness, but that didn't stop Phoebe from biking to the store to get some chocolate the rain was cold and wet the bike pedals swished in the water the cars behind her honked aggressively, she didn't care she wanted chocolate to get rid of this pain inside of her maybe for a second chocolate would make her happy.
When she got home she looked on her phone his name disappeared like a ghost emotions hit her heart as if someone slammed it a couple times into a wall  once so happy now so sad. Phoebe never wanted to lose him she fell in love with him and he didn't know how much she truly loved him. Once a stranger became a first lover turned into a roller coaster of heartache.
It's intense it was so amazing the love: Phoebe thought in her mind and now it's gone tears flooded her eyes. The tears dripped down her face as fast as the raindrops fell from the sky.
He was gone totally and absolutely gone she cried and the anger and frustration pounded at her. How could someone play with a heart and not feel any disappointment how could someone string her along like a puppet and cut her string when they were done how could that be illegal she thought to herself.
As Time slowly faded she grew angrier at Jacob once a stranger turned it into a lover became an enemy.
The world will never know the love story that once flooded the air on summer days.

The end.

Written by: pippapaisley
                  
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