Kiri is what now??

The scene

The bell rings and everyone immediately starts packing their bags to leave, I stand up putting away my books half listening to what Kaminari is telling Sero. Everyone keeps talking about their parents coming Saturday. They all have loving, kind, accepting moms...

Come on don't think about that you have a dad that loves you and a stepmom just because your mom doesn't love you or want you around doent mean you aren't loved ....right?  What if Hina is just pretending? What if she is pretending to love you until you're out of the picture? What if she feels the same way that mom does "....iris.." what is she wants you to go to that camp to? "KIri..." what if she hates you" "KIRISHIMA"

"AHH" I drop all my stuff onto the ground, I look over to Aizawa who was calling my name "sorry sensi" I bow, I cant even go one day without causing trouble "it's fine just pick up your things and leave" I nod my head and begin to pick up my things, I rush out of the classroom not wanting to cause more trouble than necessary.

I open the dorm doors to see everyone sitting on the couch talking, "ughhh" I flop onto the couch sitting by Sero "what's up bud, you seemed kinda out of it today everything alright?" " yeah everything is fine" Kam reaches over Sero's lap to shake my knee "We love ya bud you can tell us if anything is wrong" "I know, I think i'm going to head up and clean my room"

Everyone nods their head and I pick up my backpack and leave. Did everyone notice? Did I make it that noticeable? No I didn't I have hid it perfectly well for 2 years well..almost

~flashback~

"MOM I AM NOT GOING TO THERAPY! I AM GAY! AND THERE ISN'T ANYTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT!"

"THAN YOU AREN'T MY SON"

The end call screen pops up and I drop my phone on the floor I fall to my knees and plant my face on the ground making a ball quietly sobbing it's 10pm I was getting ready to go to bakugous to study because he was busy today and said he would stay up late to help me when my mom called and told me she found a therapist to try and "make me normal again"

It wasnt until this year that I figured out I was gay. Though now that I think about it, it was really obvious. I never got butterflies like I should when I'm around girls, I was never scared to talk to them. My friends would always make me go ask the girls out for them. They would always talk about their body and what they wanted to do to them. I always lost my appetite when they would do that at lunch. I didn't have any real crush on a guy because my "friends'' were all straight and the way they talked about girls made them disgusting to me.

I was normal up until....Bakugou. I'm so lost in my thoughts and trying not to wake people up that I didn't hear the door open or the footsteps that were walking over to me. I suddenly feel someone hugging me from behind. "Shhh...stop crying" It was bakugou. Of course it was bakugou. With my luck.  He probably heard the phone call. He probably hates me who wouldn't. I'm just some pathetic fag who isnt going to become a hero. A useless boy in love with the explosive tempered boy. "Yo-o-u..." "shhh breath with me" I lift my face off the floor to have my back into his chest the full way. His legs come up around mine to box me in and keep me there. "I heard..." I start to cry harder because he hates me and he's going to be disgusted with me.

"I-Im sssoo-ry Im-m g-g-a" i finish my sentence with a sob. Why is he still here? I want him to leave. No I don't. I don't ever want him to leave. But he already heard. He's going to leave like she did. "Your mother is a bitch dont you dare listen to her"

What?

"You are perfect-" No no no no "no matter being straight gay-" nonononononono he's not supposed to stay "You are gonna be a great hero" "NO- im-im no- your supposed to hate me" "what? WHY would I ever hate you!?" "Be-becau-se I'm not no-normal" "FUCK BEING NORMAL, besides Im not normal anyways and if I was then I could never be in love with you"

I turn around in his hold so I'm sideways. "Wh-what"

"I said that I love you"

"You.. love me? But why? I'm not anything sp-special, would you rather have someone who's strong?" I say as my tears start to stop, he hugs me tighter pushing my face into his chest and he breaths into my hair

"You are strong so strong, and knowing you're going through this makes you stronger, I love your smile and your laugh, your so determinant to become stronger, you never let me push you away when i'm mad, you make friends with about everyone and your so cute, I love your shitty hair and you're not the smartest but you try, how could I not fall in love?"

I tilt my chin up and kissed him hard, it was a bit sloppy because it was my first kiss. There was too much saliva and our teeth clinked together but I was perfect because it was just the two of us and no one else.