the story of my life

just beginning .

my name cherish , im 16 years old , &&' i grew up in Jersey City . my life is the worst . everyday i wake up with a attitude not one exciting day . but besides that , my dad past away when i was like 10 years old . my stepdad moved away &&' is nowhere too be found . all i have is my mother &&' my two sisters &&' my brother . my sister Chynaa and my other sister Wynter &&' my brother Santana . im the middle child &&' Santana is the oldest , Wynter is the youngest &&' Chynaa is only older than me by a year . i feel as though i get treated different from everybody in the family . ever since i was 15 i feel that i cant trust anybody again, Ive been hurt to many times with these dumb ass boys &&' im not really looking forward too letting no nigga in my life no time soon . But this is only the beginning.... its way more too figure out....