Happpy birthday Chikkoooooo.❤️💙
Teddy I love you. You also know that you are the only one male person who is in my life. It is only you, and you and only you who is my boy best friend. And I love you. There were only 3 boys in my life. You, Roy bhai and....... Again _______ I am again making it emotional. But now only you two are left. I don't know what should I do to make you stay with me forever. I don't know anything but I love you and I want you to be with me please please please, be with me. This time if I loose... That too you, I will really die. Please don't kill me by leaving me. Please I beg you. You are the only one with whom I be goofy, childish, funny, irritating, crazy and what not. It's only you with whom I can talk continuously. It's only you with whom I get close so much. And trust me when I say you are the only male/ boy in my life whom I listen every single thing. When you scold me, I feel like a little baby, when you take care of my tantrums, I feel like the most pampered girl, when you listen to every single thing I say no matter I am angry, sad, happy anything and even when I talk nonsense, I feel like the most loved then.
If I gave you the best moments, then you made my every moment best.
If you were not there yesterday, I don't know what would I have done. Though its all just online, but it means everything to me. Yes you weren't there yesterday to hug me but your words were what I needed and you gave.
Teddy I....I know I don't need to justify why I am wishing now. You know already if I am trying to speak what happens, if I try to divert my mind, it becomes worst. But you also know that I can never forget your birthday, my teddy's birthday. I know I am late but You know that it doesn't matters till the time I love you so much. I planned so much to make you happy but you know in which condition I am in, and I know I don't have to justify it to you because I know you understand. I am _________ if it hurted you even a little bit. I am sooo so so so ________. Please.
It's can't be worst that i, your best friend didn't wish you at 12 midnight but please believe me if I was even 1% in a condition to say or comprehend anything, I would have given you everything I planned but whatever happened, it changed everything. And now also see how much I am trying to not make it emotional but it still it's becoming emotional. I know you don't like these emotional talks, scenes, and everything, but please I request you, please be with me all life, knowing that it will be nothing but a emotional rollercoaster.
Teddy, just see the irony, two days from which one is the worst day of my life and second, the best day I can ask to god are together,
23 November and 24 November.
The worst day,
But then luckily today, 24 came just after that to give me a hope that atleast someone is there.
You are understanding what I am saying na?
Because you do understand everything about me, even if I don't say.
Anyways, I don't want this to be more emotional.
Hmm sooooo what should I give you virtually??
First a fall, let me tell you what I think about you, that you are an alien 👽 😂😂 from Pluto 🥳😂
Because you don't go out in rain, you are not crazy from icmy and coco😮
I doubt if you are human 😂
Awww koi nahi rona nahi 😂 I love you a lot. Even if you are alien na then also I love you then same way. Because you are the best alien. 👽😘
I know the best thing I can give you is coming there and hug you but.....
You know it's not possible, if it was even a bit possible, I would have come long back.
But as usual I can give you virtual hugs, as much as you want, infinite hugs, cuddles and kisses ( don't you dare start smirking now, I am talking about forehead kisses).
You know na I am a good cook and I would have made something good but for that you need to come here, so come fast.
You are the only one now who know me like so well, so deep and so truly. If anything happens the first name comes in my mind with whom I can share, is You, and yeah also your idiot and janhvi but you have been the one who no one ever was.
Just the way you come in my dreams, pleasse please come infront of me, in real to hug me please. You know that's the only thing I want the most right now. Take it as a request, warning, or anything but please.
I tell everything to you because I know you will not judge me, I know you will not assume anything because I know you will understand me and support me and help me even if I am wrong. I love you for what you are, for everything you do, you say. I never want to loose you.
My goofiness, craziness, childishness, problems, irritating behaviour, stupid stuffs, free attitude, clumsiness, weaknesses, fragile side, dark side, secrets;
No one saw, no one knew before you.
It all started with here, and I promise it will end here. I don't need anyone else but you just be with me.
I love you no matter if we be in contact or not, if we meet or not,
But I love you, and I will always love you forever.
And listen😁
I will never stop irritating you, annoying you, making you angry by eating lots of icmy, ice and going in rain and and and by sitting on railing 😏
Hehe
But also with all this, I promise to never stop
Supporting you, loving you, helping you, be with you when you need me, caring for you, trusting you and also scold you if you don't take care of yourself.
There are many things which are left to say to you. .......hehehe but let's just end here for today.
Just all I want is don't stress, don't tense, don't worry for me for whatever happened recently. You only said its life and it can't be easy, right? So don't worry about me and atleast smile and enjoy today. I will be fine soon if you are here.
Your data 😑
Whenever you recharge your phone and whenever you receive this all I want you to smile reading all this....for me okay?
I love you. ❤️
Happy Birthday.🥳
