We could be young, not questioning anything, not feeling pressured to label yourself as anything.. not anxious, didn't have to worry how you looked, sounded, acted, now all that happens is you get judged, bullied, bashed for whatever fucking reason people want to. It could be sexuality, gender, hair, teeth, looks, personality whatever someone doesn't like and you'll immediately be put down and to a 'lower standard.' You could make a small joke about something, now you get sent death treats online for whatever FUCKING REASON. remember when we could sleep with stuffed animals, or not be told 'your too mature for this!' Or could actually not worry about how we look. Now we spend hours, trying to impress someone, be up to standard, or whatever.
Atleast I could remember when everything was better
Look at me now, a gay, non binary shit head, always staying up till three in the morning, crying, scrolling, doing who knows what. Here I am, writing how I feel in a book. Welp, enjoy I guess </3
Hi, I'm Slime, I like mcyts, writing sad fanfics and drawing! And my life.. is alright, I have a girlfriend and 3 close friends. But sometimes it's not the best.. I only got in a relationship recently but she never wants me to go with her, she uses excuses like 'oh only 2 can go sorryyyy' or '*insert friends name* come with me' it's never me. But I am a bit jealous occasional and I overthink a lot, so that tends to get to me. I have amazing online friends I can trust with my heart and I love so much (platonically) I have autism, anxiety and I'm pretty anti-social. I also have one friend, who tends to always guilt trip me into making me feel bad for them, who always blame me for the smallest fucking things, like when I forget his roblox user :/ honestly it's fine like this, I'm still alive, and I will try be for a while atleast.
