Our Time - Ryomen Sukuna x Reader

1991 pt. 4

Your body felt numb.

After Gojo told you the truth, you don't how to react, as if the time stop ticking by, he said that Sukuna will die. That was a true nightmare for you to know because, knowing before he is immortal, you didn't think of he can face death.

But what terrified you most is that; you are the one who will be the cause of his death.

Just, what is this all bullshit coming to your way? After you got the chance to be Sukuna again, reunited at last. There was a like big wall trying to tore you both apart for the countless of times, as if the sky or deity really didn't approve your relationship with him.

Is loving Sukuna was a pain towards others? Did your love towards him, made you or even the whole people miserable?

You don't know for sure, you need answers, no, you need the real truth of what you are.

That's what you remembered your mum put a fate like this for you.

Maybe, you should not supposed to fall for him in the first place.

Or maybe, you shouldn't encounter with him for the first time since year 1920.

But who can decide that? Your fate and Sukuna's were already written that way, either you can change it or not, it probably ends the same.

If you failed recollecting his fingers, you will be gone from this world, and if you succeed, your mission is complete that you saved—no, more to killed Sukuna.

Because probably that's what the deity or your mother wants from the beginning, they believe that Sukuna is still a threat towards many kinds, even both worlds.

After that deep talk with the white-haired man, you were completely silence, you didn't say anything further and left Gojo just like that. Obviously Gojo did the same, he only can look you walking away in sadness.

He doesn't know what to do either, no one can do anything regarding to that cruel fate.

You can feel your head and heart empty, what you're thinking now is the person you cared and love the most, Ryomen Sukuna.

You never seen him as bad person, ever. He is always a kind hearted king of curses, but full of hatred and misunderstanding from the other livings. There are not that many of them who see the good sides in him.

Only trusting nasty rumors, but the fact Sukuna also had his own intention to live the best of his life, including meeting you.

He would never forget that for the first time he felt blessed to meet a delicate most amazing person just like you, the same as you too, you cannot imagine to found a man like him, moreover a king who never taken back his words and actions.

Who slay all the way, thinking that his decisions will always be absolute.

Flash memories of you meet Sukuna since 1920 until 1990 came back, where he met you for the first time when you were so small, that at first you love him as a dad but turns out the more you grow up;

Your feelings turn into a fruit where you love him as a being, just Ryomen Sukuna, nothing more.

A sudden rain poured down on the Tokyo night street, making you agony shouting in the inside louder, you can feel your eyes hot, you don't know what to impress but all you can do is to cry.

"Sukuna... Sukuna..." you mumbled his name with a squeak, you don't know what will you do in the future, even the thought of getting near him, you're too afraid.

You want to keep him safe but how? Even though that turns out you'll be the one to killed him.

You hated this, you've shouldn't learn jujutsu technique from Gojo, that this power one day would lead you to use it for Sukuna.