my life.

Thanksgiving day.

It is 7:48 pm I feel like shit. My family is gathering together as always but it's gonna be different since my uncle is not with us. He moved in with his girlfriend and my grandma let's just say she hates her. I'm getting dressed in some baggy jeans and a red and white vest with some white and black shoes. It is now 7:51 and I'm in my room with my cousin ally. She's on call with her boyfriend Vincent (I call him Vinny hacker) she's always on call with him for some reason. It's like I don't even exist. I tell her I'm gonna go to my brother's room (I don't actually) I start crying for half an hour. I then play looking our for you by joy again since that's the only thing I love (well also my kind of woman by Mac demarco) . It is now 9:00 and I'm on call with my girlfriend gabi. She's the only thing keeping me from kms. She motivates me and also my best friend clay.