She is in love with him but in in denial about it as she hates herself more and more as the days and months go by.. she thinks she isnt worth it and thinks he will never fall for her as she thinks of herself as trouble some without even trying to ask him out.she thinks they will never be anything but friends as she hates the people he hangs out with. As they bullied her when she was younger. But he does not know that.
She feels happy, nervous and blushes really hard when he is around her.when she panics or gets an anxiety attack she thinks of his and instantly calms down but spaces out everyday. She is falling for him hard even though she disagrees that she has fallen for him. But she says that she has never fallen for anyone as hard as she has fallen for him. But for her to believe that she is capable for his love before it is to late she need to find herself and love herself.
