Dreams

11/20/21

-kealani (my other half and bsf) moved to california and i became severely depressed
-16 now
-visits sara's (my cousin) school for graduation then gets surprised with vacay (drive there cuz island connect with mainland but dunno what main land is lol)
-deression reason for vacay
-2week vacay to an island with half a universal waterpark resort and other half local peoples live in 
-during 2 weeks fell inlove with island and got a temp job at clothes shop
-made friends with alana(friends with charlie), kate(alanas bsf) and audry (also works at shop)
-decided i wanted to live there and owner of shop gave me her beach villa
-family said no i said yes so i stayed since they couldnt stop me (this was during a dinner on their last night on the island and basically after that were too mad at me to talk to me ever again)
-i stayed and was happy and started attending school on the island
-because on island and friends i got in shape and was happy with my body and ate well and had blonde hair again
-alana introduced me to charles knox
-charlie was a few months older than me (august 18th 2005) and had an amazing body, fluffy brown hair, sharp jaw line, bright blue eyes, light tan skin, 6'3", extremely sweet and respectful and smart, moved to the island when he was 8 from south carolina
-charlie and i went on a date and it went well and we started dating
-by now its senior year of highschool
-anabelle, ava, and serena go to same school that was on a senior trip to the island and end up visiting shop while i was working (pestering me abt living on the island and stuff and then charlie walks in and serena nudges anabelle and says its the guy anabelles been crushing on and i excuse myself and go behind the counter hes standing in front of, "hi how may i help u" "u can help me with this" and puts his hand under my chin and pulls me into a kiss and then smiles at me with our faces still close, hears a 'ugh' and a door slam, "who were they?" "girls i went to school with for 9 years who made my life hell :)" "oh well then i dont like them" chuckles, "so when do u get off work?" "it was supposed to be 2 but audry texted and asked if i could stay til 3 because her family is visiting" "oh well then what am i supposed to do for an hour :(" "u could work on ur psyche paper i know u havent finished" sighs "ya ig" smiles again "when im done here we can meet up at toros?" "sure love can i have a hug before i leave?" walks from behind the counter and gives hug (arms around his neck his around my waist) pulls back but still holding on to each other"text me when ur done?" i nod and he kisses me on the forehead and smiles at me before he leaves) ---(work is almost over and its about 2:50 and a guy comes in and keeps flirting with me and wont leave me alone and i tell him "i have a bf" "thats fine he doesnt have to know" and tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear and i go in the back office and text charlie to come pick me up [hey love do u mind coming to pick me up instead of us meeting at toros plz? - sure im on my way <3 - <3 ], audry shows up for her shift that starts in a few minutes and i finish up working until 3 when i clock out and audry clocks in and i go wait outside the store for charlie and the guy follows me outside and i stand leaning againsts the wall with my arms crossed while looking away from the guy, guy is on my left side with his right arm by my head as he leans smiling at me and keeps trying to get me to go out with him "come on sweetheart no ones gotta know", but charlie is walking up and he sees me being cornered and walks faster towards me, "hey ready to go princess" the guy stands up straight "ya" and i walk over to charlies outstretched hand and grabs it ans he places a kiss on my forehead and we turn and walk back the way charlie came from towards toros "ugh why are all men such pigs, except u ofc love" i look over at him and smile and he smiles back with a small laugh "i just mean that no guy ever listens to no or even when a girl says she has a bf" i feel charlie hold my hand a little tighter"and even if a girl does say yes they're not respectful and rarely consider womans' feelings or what she wants or the consequences of their actions! they just keep acting like they own everyone and everything and that they can do whatever they want! it's ridiculous! again none of this pertains to u. u are very sweet and respectful" my angry frustrated face turns into a grin when i say the last two sentences and look at him, he gives a small laugh and says "i get it. most men dont consider what women want and its annoying to deal with them talking about their own feelings in a situation without them considering other peoples'." i smile at him "speaking of, what do u want love?" i knew he was asking me abt in the future from his tone and facial expression but i was too hungry to have that talk rn "food!" and i pulled him the last 20 feet to toros as he laughs behind me)-(because living on an island its rare to catch a local who doesnt always have a swim suit on --anyways after we were done eating we were still sitting at the table"i have to say im severely impressed. i can eat a lot and they give a lot of food but even i didnt finish my food yet u ate all of urs" we both chuckle "what i was really hungry and i didnt eat lunch since i went straight from school [we had a half day] to work and didnt have time to grab any food" we both laugh again "so what do u wanna do rn?" i asked "walk on the beach? then maybe swim?" "sounds good to me. let's stop by my house first so we can drop off our back packs" we get up clear the table grab our bags and walk out the door hand in hand, its a short walk to my house from toros, get to house and drop off bags and strip down to swim suits [aka he takes off his shirt and i take off my shorts and tanktop], we walk onto the back patio and start heading towards the stairs that will take us right onto to the beach hand in hand again, "fair warning tho" he looks down at me"if we go near people and come across old people we might get yelled at" "oh ya and whys that" he says with an amused smile "because i ate sm that i have a food baby and look like im pregnant" it was tru tho i looked at least 3-4 months pregnant, he laughs "well the old people are just gonna have to deal with it because i love you and our food baby" i smile at him and we kiss and continue onto the beach, we walk for a little before we start walking past a pair of old people who had been staring at us, the lady gets up and starts her way over to us as her husband shakes his head and puts his head in his hands "oh lord" i mutter as he lets out an amused huff, the lady comes up to us "i didnt see a ring from where i was but whens the wedding? or did u two already get married because u seem awfully young" she kept glancing at my stomach, i looked at charlie and he gave a look saying it was all me to answer so i looked back at the lady "not that its any of your business but are waiting until after our daughter is born to get married because right now we are focusing on her. shes our top priority right now and id rather not rush our wedding and be pregnant during it when we can wait til after to celebrate our love with our daughter. and for the record, u rlly shouldnt assume things or make judgements about people especially when you dont know what their situation is." the ladys jaw is on the floor and i step around her pulling charlie with me in huff, once we r a good distance away from the old people charlie speaks "daughter huh?" he smiles cheekily at me and i roll my eyes and im pretty sure my cheeks turn pink "shut up i just said the first thing that came to my mind" he looks away from me as he says "i want a daughter and a son but i want my daughter to be born first so that way she can teach her brother how to be respectful towards girls" his cheeks turn pink too "i want one of each also but i dont really care what order theyre born in as long as theyre happy and healthy ya know?" i smile and he smiles back, we continue walking in a comfortable silence, and then we start talking abt random things, eventually we start making our way back, by now its dark and the moon is out reflecting on the ocean, he stops me and kisses me a slow sweet gentle kiss, he smiles at me as we stare into one anothers eyes, "i love u" he says "i love you too" i say back "which is why i dont ever want to be apart from you. i want to be with u forever. so," he pulls away gets down on one knee and pulls out a simple yet gorgeous ring "will you marry me" i have tears in my eyes hes holding one of my hands while the other is covering my mouth, i move my hand from my mouth "are u sure? u know i have a food baby right?" he laughs "yes. i love you and i love your food baby, and i hope some day that it will be a real baby. i want to surf with u and grow old with u and be with u forever. marry me?" "yes" i whisper and we kiss and then hug and then he puts the ring on "i love u" he whispers and i whisper "i love u" back and then he puts a hand on my stomach "i love u too food baby" we both laugh and make our way back to my house, he crashes there for the night and the next morning i wake up wrapped in his arms and im very happy and warm and comfortable and safe [time reference:its end of march beginning of april]) -- ([two more months of school]we tell all our friends when we get back to school on monday and get congrats all around and within the last two months many wife and mrs knox jokes are made by our friends, we graduate, get married in july, i do one year of online college to get my teaching degree and get a job as a kindergarten teacher at the elementary school and charlie decideds to do 4 more years of school to get a degree to teach math and pre-med to college kids, two years into our marriage i end up pregnant with twins and i tell him and all of our island family (alana and her bf, kate and her gf, and audry) at thanksgiving, a year after the twins are born [one boy and one girl - girl born first like charlie wanted] i end up pregnant with another boy, years pass and blips of funny instances with the kids happen. there r lots especially since me and charlie r both teachers and we grow old gracefully and attractively and we live a good life).