I think this wold be considered angst
Changbin pov
I had already had a pretty bad week and today wasn't any better. It was Friday so I was hoping to be in a better mood, but nope. Today for some reason I couldn't get anything done. I was already in a bad mood this morning due to not getting a lot of sleep the night before cause I got home late the night before. And my boyfriend Hyunjin wasn't very happy about that, he told me I couldn't work late tonight cause I needed to relax, but I need to get things done before Chan gets on my ass. So here I am still at work a 11 witch isn't that late but Hyunjin said he wanted me home before 10, so he'll be mad when I get home.
At 11:30 I had had enough and decided to head home because I clearly wasn't getting anything done there. I honestly just wanted to go to sleep when I got home but I knew I would have to go through Hyunjin telling me I needed to stop working so late......again. I really do love him and am grateful that he cares but I didn't want to hear the lecture tonight.
But right when I walked through the door I was met with a unhappy Hyunjin. "I asked you to be here before 10 and it's almost midnight." He said. "I know, but I had to get something done." I told him. "That's your excuse every time you come home late. I don't think you've been home before 10 in 3 weeks." He sighed and before I could say anything he continued talking. "I've said it before and i'll say it again, you need to stop overworking yourself." He said. I was already really tired and didn't want to listen to this for the 6th time this month, but again before could say anything he continued. " It's almost like you care about your work more than me." And that is what pushed me.
"Listen Hyunjin I stay working so I can help this group and what do you do, you dance around for a couple hours then leave! And at least Minho and Felix come and help us out but you just go home til you're called for your parts and even then you leave right after! It's almost like you do the least amount of work in this group!" I yelled and instantly regretting it. I look at Hyunjin and seeing a few tears leave his eyes. He turned around and ran to our room. I sat on the couch and thought about what I said, then remembered what Jeongin told us. Hyunjin would go help him and Seungmin learn the dances a little easier. 'Fuck I'm stupid' I thought in my head.
I wanted to give Hyunjin some time alone so I went to shower before going to talk to him. When I got out the shower I walked into Hyunjin and my room and saw him laying in our room. I don't know if he's asleep or not so I walk around the bed to his side and sat on the edge. His eyes were open looking out the window with tears still coming out of them. I gently wiped the tears off his face with my thumb. "Hyunjin I know you're probably not in the mood to talk to me so you don't have to say anything just please listen." I said and he looked at me so I took that as my que. "I didn't mean anything I said earlier. Jeongin told me that you were helping him and Seungmin get the dances down, but I guess I forgot in the moment. And I know that's a shitty excuse so you don't have to forgive me but I am truly sorry and hate that I made you cry." I said tearing up because I made my boyfriend cry, the person I'm supposed to keep happy, the person that I love with my whole heart, and he is crying because of me.
He looked me in my eyes, "I was sad that you thought that I didn't help out the team, but i get why you forgot. You were tired and I pushed you to snap." he whispered. "No it's not your fault, I should've listened to you when you told me not to work late the first time." I said. A single tear coming out of my eye. Hyunjin sat up and wiped it away. I hugged him and he hugged back just as tight. "I am so sorry baby" "It's okay." We pulled away from the hugged and I leaned back in to kiss him, a soft gentle kiss with all my emotions behind it. When we pulled back we laid down with his head on my chest and my arm around him making sure he was safe. "I love you baby." I said. "I love you to binnie" He replied.
