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I. Kikoy

Once in a world of challenges, there was a legendary cute, named Jionel C. Carlos. He's a pleasant gardener that was very loyal to his beautiful flower. The gardener discovered the flower in the wild known forest when he ventured. The man took up the flower and brought it inside his house when he arrived the City. The pleasant gardener waters the flower everyday. The flower made the gardener so happy when it starts to bloom, this beautiful flower is very different to the other flowers, this was really rare, he's very happy to have one of this kind, The gardener made the flower spoiled, until one day the water turns into flood, the water turns into tears, the flower was dying, it no longer can't handle it's petals to bloom for him. The gardener was really worried about the flower, he was so pressured about it. The flower needed something, she needed sunlight. The gardener put her outside the house where sunlight is good.

The gardener was always making time to took a second to look upon it. The flower was already in the garden for how many days, she was new at the site, she was already regenerated and fully bloomed. People crossing the garden were looking at this beautiful flower, she looks different. She was beautiful. Because she was so rare, many gardener wanted to have this flower. Until one day, I didn't took a blink on it, she has been picked up by another man. The pleasant gardener didn't noticed about it. he was very sad, he would not able to see his beautiful flower no more, and if he found it will never be the same flower he made time of all over again.

As I woke up one morning from uneasy dreams, I found myself transformed in my own bed into a fried potato. Wow, It sounds delicious, but forgive me, it's already late. It was just my sweat. Am I that hot?

The sun rays hit my place and it was very unusual. I took a second and came to think of it, maybe it's the moment, maybe she's already here, the butterflies starting to fly in my stomach, I saw a mystical scroll, it was sparkling, the letters were twirling in my eyes, I'm smiling like a duck, and I render to myself,

"Jia Hannah, Jia Hannah where art thou Jia Hannah. Deny thy father and refuse thy name. Here's my family name take it to thee."

What the hell was that, I thought this was the moment. It was just only my mother, lending me the lacking papers to complete my lackings in my learning cell. Hell again, It's just already time to move for the bloody clearance!

The fictitious pleasant gardener, Jionel C. Carlos, perhaps, that's me. I'm not that so pleasant just cute. They call me Blaze, Jions, Kikoy. I am already 16 years old. I'm just an average person giving more time in the internet. I'm nice. I'm not good in studying. I'm bad in my English and Science class and even Mathematics. I got the logic anyways, but nevermind.

It was a bright arid day in the month of March, and the clocks were striking thirteen, my ma'am and sir eventually turn into Hollywood Stars, I went to my holy jail to passed my lacking requirements for this school year. I'm smiling again like a duck, just a few steps and I'm done with this shit. I finally surrender my lacking papers to the office. Turns out that Ma'am didn't accept the papers I brought. "Am I that too handsome to be a foreigner?" I asked.

She didn't acquire my National Statistic Office paper. She explained that it has no name written on it. "How could you say that you're really Jionel C. Carlos?"

Oh well, "So I'm an alien?"

By the way, I just finished my ninth grade and I'm stuck in this paper-zoned-life because I'm too awesome to be Blaze.

So much papers stuffs. It's already summer! The mass were now enjoying the heat of their armpit. Sometimes it looks red like a bloody war, Sometimes it looks black like a burning gasoline, The shirt went yellow as the color of the Sun. Where can I find that map? Don't worry it can help. It's very natural to be a part of the recipe of Datu Puti. Oh wait, there's an open wifi.

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I'm very jealous to people having their vacation with a cold buko juice in their side while I'm here, just staying at home waiting for my parents give me money to go to school and unfortunately I'm not even always staying in school. I'm so evil. I'm so selfish. I'm sorry for my parents.

I thought about it, Maybe rather, it's better to have a cute conversation with bae, with heart emojis on it, than throwing myself away spending money for the rest of my reasons. Oh, by the way, she replied, she said,

- "skwela la anay doy wag puro love life".

Wait, but It's summer already? There's no more classes.

I replied to her,

- "Waray naman klase, so yana pwede na? "

I know you guys aren't a big fan of my English that much but please support me on this one. Even though I'm not much of a good writer. Hopefully, you guys can still understand. Thanks for your time and kind consideration in reading this hell grammar Nazi. Just report for a better writing community haha.

I transferred to another school before my junior year started, not because of my peers or my love life. I transferred because I desire to have a life.

I'm thinking about doing exactly what I want. I do not know why and how I got interested in switching schools.

Anyways, I can make good grades in EVSU but the problem is I'm a big fan of procrastination. It turns out that I did not just lose the interest in studying but it also became a habit of mine in turning directly to people bearing pleasures,I lost the will to learn and decided to take on the rebel road and by that I mean hanging out with friends instead of listening in class and so forth. Although I can't help it, it's very fun to be with them. Guilty as charge.

(SUMMER of 14')

I will be in ninth grade soon. I was pretty much okay during the days of Yolanda. My famly went back to our hometown in Palo, because our house in Tacloban was devastated by the typhoon. So far, we have no electricity yet. It's really normal to think so deep that time, more often when you're bored. I'm like sinking to what is really life. I needed the push in doing something good for my future and my life.

- "Mahubya na kasi pagskwela kun tim skwelahan guba. Dire gad man it nakakatamay! Pero lage dire ak primary reason kay ano ak nag transfer. "

So I decided to enroll in the Doublemint-Juicy Fruit school. Liceo del Verbo Divino. "Home of excellence and Christian formation." The hell did I just read? Oh well. This was one of the hardest decision in my very life.

Even though it was my choice to transfer here, in the back of my mind I get the feeling that I was gonna regret this decision sooner or later. I was going to be lazy again. I was going to be a problem in this school and most importantly I'm going to be one of those mavericks of the administration.

But of course, it was my strong urge and determination that made me want to transfer schools. I want to be tested and challenged. So I went for it.